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5 mth later

2011-05-21T09:13:00.000-07:00

5 months already. still as aimless as before.. worked for 8 month and i am starting to feel reluctant.. work eat play sleep that is what i does these days... but i did get into a course.. better than nothing to strive for.. and when sch start it will be work study sleep.. what will happen to my life?!

someone told me about a really tempting job proposal.. at least the manager job scope seem attractive and being the assistant of that manager shouldn't be that bad and boring right? a chance to work more related with IT systems.. but just as an assistant.. i really fear it will end up like what happen in Panasonic. with the manager not around.. and left alone to settle things.. Should i go for it? contract base only for about 1 yr +... may not have benefit.. i may end up wanting to quit within months and i will end up looking like a job hopper if that really happen.. so many concern but no one can confirm them for me..

some ask me to stay put at my current job.. some ask me to find out more information first then proceed with the next step.. some ask me the try first, wait till they really accept me then say.. and deep down.. my un-confidence self tells me that i don't have the qualification for this job.. lack of IT skill.. lack of language skills..but part of me really want to try it.. cause it is an opportunity that don't come often.. it is a chance to try something different.. to step into a field of something that seen to be different yet holds slight similarity.. mum says it don't sound related to logistics.. or link to what i am going to study.. but somewhat as an assistant who focus on implementing warehouse systems and transportation systems seem relevant..

i may get to learn this systems that i have no contact with before.. but really.. every company have their own individual unique system... what could me learn there may not apply totally to future company that i may join once my contract ends..

so much to think and decide.. but like always.. i am hoping someone could decide it for me..how did i become such a useless person.. who can't make simply decisions??

i start to dream of un-finish work.. work that may not need to complete until later period.. fear something will go wrong with my customers cargo.. woke up by this dreams middle of the night on working days and even holiday.. my sleeping quality is getting worst..how can i be like those people who can be carefree of work and think of them only when needed?

why do i need to fear on weekend about customers cargo not deliver on time, search by customs, and suddenly asking for documents that i didn't brought home? nearly getting shout at? why can't i have a peaceful weekend and holiday?

so many whys and hopes, so many unfulfilled wants and needs... how can i achieve them? thinking too much is no good, but not thinking enough is worst.. till now.. it is still the 'what if' , 'if only i could' dream... when can it become real..

is action the solution to all my queries?

one yr have passed

2011-01-01T19:01:00.000-08:00

It is 2011. one yr had pass , Last yr were full of new experiences, Internship, graduation, first office temp job, super long holiday back in hk, my first official interview for sch and job and getting my first job. everything seem be to be happening so quickly. One moment i was a student and the next moment i am an working adult?! but i am still as lazy and as aimless as before. thinking too much about useless things and not thinking enough about those things that are important. I still spend my days watching video and reading manga.
always thinking about the past, and the 'what if' which will never happen because the choice had been made long ago. Missing school life , missing holidays, missing freedoms.
internship was nice, fun and stress-less because we have not taste the true working life, it all seem to be like that company work load seem so much lesser, but in reality, they are equally stressful, just that i was not observance to realize the truth, under the protection of others.
Working in Panasonic, teach me to be more independent. give me a small taste of half actual working life.
Holiday were great. and it marks the day brother leaves Singapore , to study and to live in HK. Been 3 months since i last saw him in person.
Working life, make me speck more, less scare of phone calls, in office. but still i am not specking up when i am with strangers.. sigh...

Hope this yr i can find my aim, get into a course. make my decisions. and be able to plan ahead and actually follow my plans.

wasting my life

2010-09-18T18:22:00.000-07:00

it is like i am wasting my life away... i do nothing, learn nothing.. just looking at jobs online, play game... i am losing my sense of timing.. as i stay longer and longer at home... never seem to b able to wake up earlier than 8 am.. even on the first wk when i came back to sg.. even though i have been waking up every day around 6 or 7 plus am when i was in hk... what is the different.. my biological clock says it is more slack here?? ever though i sleep earlier now.. i wake up later.. may be because of all those weird dreams that i am having.. my brain just don't seem to be getting any rest even when i am sleeping..

i am forgetting how to speak english and chinese.. losing my touch of the external world.. let me find a job!! then i can get back to speak my lousy english and chinese!!! now, i get stuck even when i speak simple english.. and it sucks...

and when can i know what do i really want!! because of the bad mindset of "moon on the other side is always nicer and more beautiful" making me think that may be the other subject are better and more fun.. but everything i want to try out, need communication skill which i totally not good at. thus making me rethink and rethink... if there is money.. i would have gone with my feelings..really want to go oversea!!.. but as there is none.. all i can do is just follow fate.. really want to go oversea!!

2010-08-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

my life is full of waiting because i have no power to obtain them, but in this waitin process will i be able to find wat i really want?

tick tick

2010-05-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

tick tick.. time passes.. soon it is graduation day. our official day stating we have finish poly and moving on and continue another journey of our life.

But what am i to do? in this future? study? work? can't get my mood going on. so lost. must be becos i dun have a goal that i wan to achieve right! life is getting boring. when can i know what i really want in my life?

One thing i know- i wan freedom! ppl is weird, whenever they can't get something, they will wan to obtain them, but when they get that thing and it is not right for them, they will wish to go back and hold on to what they have in the past. I WANT TO TRAVEL & EXPLORE THE WORLD!!!!

thinking back. this pass 15 yrs of sch life, am i ever working hard to achieve gd result? guess not. (sound like i am trying to say how smart i am right..) But really when can i lift up my spirit and finish something to the end for onces.

Guess dad is right, because i have not taste the success of something that i have put in all my effort before that y, ever when i fail, i dun really feel sad or cost any great impact on me.

how i wish, my laziness will go away and be more hardworking!! nothing.. T^T

how to survive?

Decided

2010-04-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

Kind of decided.. after last wk of busy busy working days.. n a even more stressful 3 days ahead, I dun really think i am up for it..even though i have fallen, i will stand up.. but it still will leave a scar at the injury area.. this 2 wks really testing my mental limit.. lacking of sleep.. a workload to bring home and do.. doing things that i never did before, organizing training with not much help, worrying over my work.. thinking of things before it ever happen.. ever kind of regret to extend my work till 14 may..

feel like ppl expect me to be a 'Know all my work" girl.. ever without teaching me all..it won't until i ask J to help then i realize i have done it all wrong.. n i have only like 2 day to amend all the work.. n some more the amendment is not within my control.. if only i could control n do the work myself.. it would not be that tough .. after finding wat i would have to face on friday.. i feel so weak and helpless.. the workload really is to heavy for a inexperience me to carry.. n the 'always busy' boss is not a help at all.. n the 'always expect J have told me clearly what to do, she have left all the information for you' attitude make it worst, when not all is really being pass to me..

really wish i can get into a Uni course, then i no need think so much.. abt work.. abt wat will happen next..

Morning Assembly

2010-04-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was April Fool day, but it was also the day which morning assembly were being held every 1 day of the month of the company that i am currently working now. It is the time where different dept employee gather together at our dept (HR) and sing the company song, recital the company philosophy and the 7 values set by the founder-Konosuke Matsushita. ( My first office morning assembly & my first assembly since my MI days haha which is 3 yr ago)
Each month different dept take up the role of being in charge of the assembly, giving reports of latest development of their dept. and giving employee a chance to announce impt news and event to others, and a platform to introduce new colleague to all.
This month is a new FY and there were 14 new japanese colleagues joining/tranfered to S'pore, hearing them speck in english test my ear power, but what one of them say really reflex what i wanted in life. He say: ' My dream was to work in a foreign country, and this dream have came true, and i hope that i could prolong this dream'
My heart is set on traveling and see the world have a taste of living overseas, working overseas but without money and my language is lousy, the chance is slight. but now in this current job, i see a chance.. there may not be alot of traveling, but at least chances of going Japan to learn is high if i learn japanese and new training and meeting are held each year.
But there is so many uncertainty. may be i could get in uni? n i wan holiday!! dun think they will wait for me for 1 mth + to work for them again rite. if i stay here with the company. means study will have to be at night or i will have to work first then decide later.. so much things to think.
HELP!!

tired

2010-03-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

As 1 person start to count down how many days left in her job position from nearly the start of the job, it shows that how unsuitable the job is for the person. and the person is me.

after startin this temp job in Pa, i start countin down.. regret sayin i noe how to email... this few wks phone call add up to be like my mths of calls that i have answered and called in the past.. dunnoe y.. last time focus also dun wan call and enquire things.. NOW, at my new job.. the first day already start to pick up calls and ask ppl things le.. can i say that, this job build my phone callin and listening skills? pickin up calls from Japanese ppl really train my understanding of Japanese accent English..

emails!! the killer things that i will get kill by.. for a person as careless as me.. very addition mistake i make on dates listed in emails kills me. this few wks of email already make me few emails ALOT.. i won't wan to touch any email in 1 mth times.. for at least a few mths.. unless can't help it..

so tired.. tml a meetin... then have to start help with the training in 3 wks time.. i think by 17 apr meet friends i will be half dead.. if that happen.. pardon me.. pls..

is it

2010-03-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

is 21st bday really sure a happy day? so many ppl specially celebrate their 21st bday, parties, balloons, big big cakes... wat so special abt 21st bday?? may be for a person that dun have many friends, i won't understand wat so special 21st bday will be to me. the fun to celebrate that one bday with my friends.

bday? is just any other day.. no big deal.. 21st bday.. is it big deal cos we will be an adult at that day? i guess i won't noe wat it will be like as long as i live..

long long time..

2010-03-02T05:31:00.000-08:00

haha.. very very very long time never post le.. since oct.. where did my ' everyday must' post strength went to? must be down the drain along with my energy..
anyway.. new mth new job new beginning.. i miss damco's computer!!! need jia you le.. 2 mth for this job.. then holiday!!!
met with lc on fri afternoon hehe.. then met with MI fren at evening.. wa.. first time stay so long outside with friends.. so tough..for my feet hehe.. cny met with mrs heng .. nothing much happen during cny...
i so in holiday mood now.. after hearing that xl is goin for holiday!!! how ar.. haven't start work already feel like stop work n fly!!! haha..
new office is still using Microsoft 2003.. i wan faint le.. now have to tutor myself abt 2003 version.. if not i will be dead meat durin this 2 mth.. n learn how to send proper email ar.. pick up calls.. arhhhhhhhhh!!! HELP ME!!! hehe
may be meetin with sera, lorraine n xl tml ar.. happy.. wa.. like this yr already see sera 2 time le.. so much more compare to last yr.. hehe..
so wan to go back damco n visit ppl.. but got work le.. cannot le.. sad... when there is something to compare.. really feel that damco environment is better.. at least more bright... the thing nice abt the environment in new place is THE VIEW.. so nice.. but the ppl also gd to me.. at least noe how to take care new ppl. hehe..
o ya o ya.. grad night.. it was ok.. nothing special if compare to damco D&D(which is super funny). the lame part is the disco part.. wan ppl lead dance.. but off all light .. how to see.. then poor teacher.. eye hurt from the disco light( only light source).. all either turn head or use hand to block the light..

2009-10-18T04:12:00.000-07:00

last wk was a eat eat wk. haha.. ate buffet, cake, mooncake, and more cakes.. haha.. which was very nice.. Mr Lim suddenly drop by with only less than 24 hr notice.. on wed... can see his talking skill quite ok.. n got to hear edmund and mr lim life long travels.. haha..

went to trader hotel for dinner on tue with my family.. n before that.. the three of them( dad , mum n bro) went to see movie.. haha.. using my free ticket that was left in my wallet for almost a yr le.. haha.. too bad i no time to use it.. but at least they manage to have a gd time together. =)

didn't take much pic on food that we ate during the buffet.. but.. the dessert is a must take haha.. so nice all the cakes. haha. n as always chocolate is my favorite.. haha.. but skip the ice cream.. n ate alot of seafood. hehe..

as for today.. wake up early to send my bro off to australia for his training.. haha.. so many ppl.. the camp ppl really make T3 look more lively haha.. and first time realise there is actually a kopitam at b2 of T3 haha.. a alot of small activity for kids to play with.. waited till bro went pass gate with is lulu(blur blur) friends haha.. lucky someone call bro n tell him todays flight is at 9 am if not.. i think bro will be 12 hr late for his flight.. haha.. cos he always thought it was 9pm...

then went to mega courts n giant n walk walk..

dad cutting his bday cake

mum n dad wedding anniversary cake ( 25th yr)

mooncake make by our uncle..

buffet food. ( chesse veg is nice =) )

bro's food.. haha.. nice layout rite.. haha..

dessert time.. i like the dark chocolate tart.. so nice!!!!

all the dessert we took for the first round.. haha

second round of dessert.. haha..

cafebiz look from lvl 2. haha

bro goin off for training.. with his 'small' luggage

wk 4 of attachment

2009-10-10T23:27:00.000-07:00

ok.. gettin lazier n lazier haha.. this wk was a funny wk and a wk that eat alot! haha..
first joline was suppose to be on holiday for the whole wk.. but end up she cut it short and came back on thru.. lucky.. make some mistake while doin her job completely.. so scary.. it is like 1 min no work... then a few hr before goin off.. work start comin in.. but i was so happy.. haha.. finally something to do.. i was rotting soon.. haha. n was disturbing rz.. haha. bite the sour plum n stone there.. then rz say me a life zombie. haha..
ppl may think i am crazy if i enjoy work more.. but really.. it is much better than nothing to do.. haha..
then got susie fb issue.. so funny.. we laugh n laugh over her fb problem.. hui ling help her sign up fb then mass send invitation.. to company n customers.. since her gmail have their email address inside.. as we laugh we search for a way to cancel the invitation haha.. laugh till feel so hot.. haha.. edmund walk pass us n saw us laughin then give us the ?? face + smile... haha..
n edmund move table le.. dunnoe move till where.. haha.. i wonder.. curious.. haha.. then i guess this comin wk the malaysia ppl are comin down.. to learn the operation .. sad that company is moving wat we are doin now to malaysia..
dad's bday on fri.. he came back on fri.. n we went to UIC building de restaurant to eat nonya buffet.. it was ok.. the durian paste is so nice.. haha.. some dishes are nice.. while some is too oily n too soft.. from repeat cooking..
went to check out the new shoppin mall at farrer park.. went there with mum n dad.. most of the shop not ever open.. the upper lvl is all block from access.. n so stupid of me.. had to buy bread.. but it is like $3 but i only have $1+ so ask for posbank atm but.. bad bad.. no posbank atm in the new shoppin mall.. or ever near by.. end up goin back serangoon then buy bread.. which is so much cheaper..

mummy

the environment

daddy the bday guy

'ai mei' bro haha

the black color thingy.. ppl say very hard to cook de. haha.

desserts the middle one is the durian paste

butter prawn!! nice

the outside of the shop

curry beef.. i think..

the first few dish. the prawn one taste nice!!

attachment wk3

2009-09-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

ok.. a bit lazy to update daily le.. bad me. haha.. anyway.. start wk 3 for 3 days le.. yesterday was slacker day till after 3pm like that.. really nothing much to do.. was staring into the computer looking at the DAMCO web site.. findin things to do.. kelvin ever help us ask if anyone have work for us to do.. but no one any thing.. so end up he ask his put something in front of us n pretend doing something haha.. funny uncle. haha..

bought muffin n brownie.. muffin is coffee walnut n mocha... dun really have strong coffee taste.. may be cos ate it only this morning ba.. spend quite it bit on them.. but it is nice to treat mum something different.. =)

this morning kelvin was talkin to rz saying something abt rating. it goes like,
kelvin:"need u to rate me and then rate karen" then out of no where he say " ar it is R-A-T-E ok ! not R-A-P-E.dun think wrongly ok" then rz goes" of cos, i never.. not as prev as u" then kelvin say" i think u got a wrong impression of me ar" haha so funny..

was quite stress today.. did joline's work on our own.. from after lunch till end work.. i was so scare of makin mistake. really should check again to make sure everything is rite.. joline ever ask me.. u can have confidence u did everything correctly ma? i was like ya .. ba..

attachment wk 2 end

2009-09-26T03:08:00.000-07:00

ok.. this two day never update much.. cos super tired.. continue to learn new things from joline and she tell us that in 2 wk time she will be takin a leave and will like us to complete the whole macy task on our own..

this fri time seem to pass so slowly.. haha. then went to xl house for her 21st bday celebration.. only me n sera went since lorraine is busy .. n xl have other guest from her nyp cca n one from her sec sch.. me n sera end up goin too early at like near 6.45pm reach le, n the party suppose to start at 7.30pm.. but nyp guest were late... end up me n sera eat finish le.. stoning there n do some small chat .. then they reach at 8 +pm .. xl say she gave wrong info on how to get to the bus stop at kembangang mrt.. which i think is stupid of the ny gang.. no offend but is so true.... cos .. come on.. there is only 3 bus stop near mrt there.. can't be u walk around the whole mrt station cannot find a bus stop with the correct bus rite.. lame..

end up they reach .. xl of cos have to entertain them which is already known to us, so me n sera went up to attire to play wii.. till 9.10 pm like that.. then when we go down.. they go up to play wii... then drag till 10 + then cut cake.. totally out of our estimated time... but manage to chat with xl.. when nyp ppl were playin wii n she came down to have a drink.. n when xl dad n second bro send nyp ppl to mrt..

at 11pm.. really have to go le so her second bro send us to mrt with xl taggin along to chat more with us. haha.. end up sendin us all the way home to serangoon... so nice her bro haha.. but like alway clumsy me.. when get out of car.. hit my head haha..

xl house.. big rite!

potato salad. nice hehe..

curry chicken.. eat with bread

lemon chicken

pineapple rice hehe

this taste nice .. potato mix with meat n deep fried de. haa

xl attire rm with the wii system that can use to sing karaoke. haha. play all the 5 sport games.. haha. like the golf the best.. n nono to boxing haha.

her attire de big area with alot of dolls

bday girl with her bday cake

attachment wk 2 day 2 - wed 23 sept

2009-09-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

day 7

ok.. today reach office at 8.25 am like that.. found out that before 8.30am cannot goin in by front door and if go in office by back door need password... lucky today the pantry aunty pass by and let me n elle in. haha.. ( still dunnoe the password) haha

start almost straight away n check wat sx have done yesterday for lay ping.. then spend the day doin work for ester and joline.. still make mistake here and there.. lucky for the two senior to check for us . haha..

joline taught us new things today.. DSO and Macy doc depatch.. quite different from adidas de.. haha.. gettin a bit better usin MODS.. and a bit of SAP(FACTS) n start to staple paper more faster a bit le. haha.

finally ate lunch together le, all 6 of us haha.. k too long never eat 亚华肉骨茶 haha.. ok ex for such small bowl of 肉骨茶 but + point is can refill soup. haha.. one 肉骨茶 is $6 ar. haha. the pepper super alot .. my throat burn from drinkin the soup haha.. end up 2 person share one bowl of 肉骨茶 and order beancurb and 猪手. haha n wj end up payin the most haha.. thanks sia.. haha.. really long time never eat 肉骨茶 like at least 5 or 6 yr le haha..

office before 8.30am

With lights on

My table ( messy rite) haha

Sx hard at work at her desk

亚华肉骨茶 ( so little)

attachment wk 2 day 1 - tue 22 sept

2009-09-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

ook after a long wk end.. work start again.. this wk end went like funan mall twice... to see sanner and printer... mum n bro finally bought one all in one printer.. nice.. high tech siao.. haha.

today did one new things that is from lay ping.. she ask us to type in the detail fo doc then print out the list.. mostly is sx type in de. haha.. i do more of jolines work.. photocopy PL... n stamping things.. haha.. n use MODS .. nice.. better than photocopyin .. haha.. yawn.. really nothing to say..

o ya saw our head for the first time.. seem like he injure himself . then walkin is a bit difficult.. n one of our senior is marry le.. li yin.. during the 20 09 2009 haha.. they say she on the news haha..
finally got the table for myself haha..
today a bit slack.. as not uch photocopy to do.. so like total slack like 1 hr.. try to rewrite the notes into my noebook.. but a bit too much to write le.. the no. of DHL doc is not as much as i expected.. haha.. which is more relax.. in quantity wise... haha

ok pasta that me n my mum eat when we went marina sq on sat. haha ( i eat the clam one..)

was walkin super slowly to office today.. n really wanted to take a pic of office from on the way to office since last wk.. ( southpoint is where my office is...)

seem quite near rite.. but wrong.. there is still quite a distance to reach office... seem so near yet so far.. hah

attachment day 5 - thru 18 sept

2009-09-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

day 5

ok.. today was yet another killer day.. haha.. photo copy n check still.. then help ester take out doc for sendin out .. but not all doc are here..cambodia de.. so slow.. last min de... joline give us things to check .. fcr. update n print out the paper.. the process was in total mess.. dunnoe wat happen.. we dunnoe stamp where so any how stamp... so end up paper all messy le... so stress today.. end up.. she say due today.. but cos sap not ok.. so end up next wk then do... lucky today fri.. if not i will faint half way through.. quite a bit of problem a rise today.. hahaz..

gt result le.. pass.. so i happy.. till now cumlative gpa is 3.3655... not gd.. can't pull up to 3.5 le.. sian.. time to rest my feet.. haha.. my poor feet.. haha.. yawn.. Zzz

attachment day 4 - thru 17 sept

2009-09-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

day 4..

all i can say.. i need a rest... a rest for my feet.. it really hurt like hell.. the back of my feet.. skin are peelin out.. reddish in color... i need to get away from flats n heels.. so that my feet can heal...i am so not goin to ear flates any day durin wk end...

standard.. check mail n photocopy... seem like for this attachment period... this 2 is the confirm work that we have to do le... sx finish up wat we left for the work that ester give... then we kind of slack some time durin the help desk ppl try to install programs for our com... no use de.. lousy... only to seem to make the thing worst...

went lunch with wj , elle n sx.. ada went to eat with her bf n elieen did not come for work bcos of her grandfather.. r.i.p... wj nearly wan to go ntuc n buy a packet of instant noodle back to office.. but was stopped with elle sayin queue very long.. so he say he confirm will go supermarket n shop n bring to office noodles n biscuits haha..

joline gave us work today .. so i send my time lookin at sx notes.. n try to figure out wat her note means... end up i with joline help.. i realise.. there are some small miss part for sx note.. no wonder i dun get it haha.. but at least sx is take notes. haha.. i just see haha.. was yawnin the whole afternoon ... really should have get a cup of coffee n smell it haha

walk with wj n ada ( most of the way) to mrt station.. wj again poke me n ask me qns that i cant ans... n so i just poke him back.. ada was like laughin all the way haha..

attachment day 3

2009-09-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

day 3.

ok no pic for today.. today start with photocopyin some 'old' doc that is yet being use by ppl..started out slow.. then suddenly things start comin in.. alot n alot.. lots of dhl mail come in with ever more doc to check n photocopy.. n joline teach us abt another part of the job when the mail came in.. so use the mods system to check out fcr number n update stuff.. then look at a real life SAP system for the first time...

continue joline work after lunch.. then help senior li peng with sort out work... take the invoice n other paper out .. then staple the rest of the doc together... though wat she look for us for when we finish lunch... end up do that... anw while sortin the new post.. i realise one of the set of doc that ester was waiting for has arrived .. so learn again the preparation for scanning part... sort of forgot abt it le.. after yesterday just learn... did scanning... but the paper stuck.. end up the machine cannot use.. sorry.. that is 5.30 pm le.. totally dunnoe times up le.. sx access card still cannot use.. haha..feet so pain.. my third toe!!! end up walkin to outram station with elle n wj.. quite fun haha.. at the station saw ada ( who walk fast to meet bf) the stupid wj say pretend never see use bk cover face.. but end up the bf saw lo.. n told ada.. haha.. then ada was like ??? haha.. took her a few sec to see us haha..

wonder how is lc.. n karen..

attachment day 2

2009-09-15T04:36:00.000-07:00

attachment day 2

late a bit getting out of house.. squeeze mrt to outram station.. saw my sec gg senior(hui ling) at serangoon station.. she look so tired also.. n she look like lose weight le.. cheers. reach office at 8.30am.. walk n walk n walk haha..

start work. learn the last part of wat we learn yesterday... scan the doc n send using edoc...then since no one have any thing to teach... ester ask us to do the process again ( photocopy part) for all those doc in the cupboard... (alot ok) so our senior no need do on their own........ at first we stand n do... then too tired le.. so sit back at my desk n do... then lunch time went with wj,ada n ella... the place super crowded... the ppl all eat super slow.. dun care abt others.. wat the heck.. kind of rush through lunch..

after lunch reach office n saw our senior talkin abt go somewhere.. but dunnoe how to go.. so suggest them to use gothere.sg haha.. then uncle lam spent like half n hr on that website finding places.. haha.. after a while then senior karen came to us n ask us to help her pack all the paper inside a cupboard n put them into boxes.. so stand there n take out paper from file n use string n type they together.. then put into boxes.. so heavy.. 7 box of paper ar.. those big box which have handle at the side de.. while packing wj super free de walk pass n eat banana n talk to us.. so sx ask him to help us with a small sack of paper haha.. for fun.. haha.. till 4.40pm like that... then went back to photocopy again after that till end work at 5.30pm

me n sx at my desk haha..

attachment day 1

2009-09-14T03:59:00.000-07:00

wow attachment day 1

ok. woke at 7 am to prepare left house around 7.45am reach southpoint at abt 8.30am ba. then met up with sx who is super early haha. n waited for the others before goin to where we need to report.

met first time with SCM department de ppl. super friendly n super like eating snacks ppls. haha.. roughly until now i only rmb like 4 person name haha.. there is like abt 20 ppl there.. oops.. manager was on leave.. see him only from nxt wk.. 0.0

suppose to sit apart from sx for this wk. since the sit next to me is still use by a senior who will only be transfering to another place in a wk time ( uncle lam- funny uncle) haha. but end up share my table with sx for the day since my place can log in to desktop n do work.. a bit messy my sit there haha.. below my table is monitor n keyboards n boxes haha..

at first was slack abit .. talk with sx.. then rong zhu ( last time from ngee ann also ar) teach us how to do MCC.. checkin doc all the steps n things that need to be noted.. did until lunch... went to lunch at 12.35pm like that... then eat with other interns .. suppose the lunch time is 12.45pm -1.30pm..

reach office after lunch sit awhile.. then next is joline.. ( dunnoe how to spell) teach me n sx to do CLR, book space for container using other company's service.. since our company sort of dun go to that destination... alot of things to type.. haha.. n the system will go.. 'website cannot be use.. pls refresh.. ' when see that n never save.. gd luck man.. retype for u!!. that's wat happen to me.. haha.. got smart n rmb to save after that.. n senior keep remain us tat cannot submit wrongly ... if not need ask APL change.. need pay US$40... wow ex man...

then after that is another senior (ester) teaches us sorting of doc.. n photocopy.. makin sure their is original to send n copys to keep.. n me n sx stand n sort n sort till 5.25pm like that.. then tml continue to learn the processes that are not learn yet..feet so tired.. i wan flats!!! haha..

yawn since after lunch.. haha.. tired..yawn... rong zhu say i dun look nervous for being there first time.. haha.. really ma.. haha.. act ba only.. haha..

me n sx take for fun.. haha.. was waiting for the others..

Zoo

2009-09-04T03:09:00.000-07:00

Went to zoo with lc n sm on 29 aug for the mde amazing race.. haha.. but very slack de.. haha.. went most of the places in the zoo.. too bad sx can't come.. it will be ever more fun haha..

alot of waiting time.. that is bad.. from 9am wait till 10.30am then start go zoo... then 11am + then start race..

the race was not plan properly.. not all the SL noe where is the station... who to take wat.. so end up our SL who suppose to noe more... spend time tell grps who ask him abt the stations.. n we wait ever more time for him to go with us.. haha..

n each SL hold the qns for each station n ask only when reach there.. n as for ans??? all find on the spot ba... ever the SL.. haha..

waiting to go into zoo

pose while waiting for our SL

What is she pointing at???

At yet another grp of ppl asking our SL the activity stations location

our SL hard at work ( drawing the map of station location for us to use)

thinkin how to use action n tell us the ans

relaxin after all the 'station'

walkin up a very small 'slope' with alot of effort

pose with the lizard

walkin to our next station. carrying all those food (bread)

shading the butterfly out with??? purple pen..

Cute toy doggy we saw at zoo kiddy world store.

( so cute, thought of cw when i saw it haha, noe he will like it .)

lc playing

sm turn

our 3.30 pm lunch

trying their balancing skill

y are the 2 sitting so far apart???

( cos tired till see anywhere empty just sit)

See horse. the fur like no fur .. so smooth .. hehe

the three looking at the pony

Bro is back.. =)

2009-06-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

bro is back from HK ... =) happy..

n he bought a watch for me =) or though not really wat i want but it is still very nice of him =)

from right side: my new watch... hehe..2 middle one belong to my bro.. n the most left belong to my dads.

3 everlast watches.. hehe.. so nice.. y everlast dun have female watches.. i wan one of those too..

and mum wash the few soft toy of ours.. so cute.. but a bit like got hang haha..

terry bear

mid doggy.. 1 mine 1 bros

piggy n small doggy =)

holiday is slack time..so nice for sx to ask me out to go for the lta tour.. it was cool, not wat i won't expected... it was so high tech.. hehe..

time to start doing hw..

so long

2009-05-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

haha.. so long since i post...now i am addicated to RC.. haha.. manga... slowly never touch le.. other then just continue readin those manga that i like, like bleach, one piece, skip beat, the one and some others..
another H1N1 case in HK... seem like really can't go HK in june le.. sigh.. wan to go back alot... projects pilin again.. quiz n test coming one by one..

taylor swift

2009-04-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

man... this is so cool... kind of addicted to see stuff on taylor swift.. it will be so so so so so nice to see her live with her band.. haha.. her performances in all those award cermony, those fast change of clothes is so cool.. haha..

the cmt crossroad with def leppard is totally cool n nice.. the way they sang it is so nice.. haha..
if she perform in singapore it will be nice.. i will really wan to go to see her performances.. haha.. oops a bit hyper over this le.. haha..

decided

2009-03-13T03:30:00.000-07:00

it is decided... i am goin back HK for this holiday.. may be june or sept then go ba...but instead maybe goin to genting with mum... should be.. haha.. gd.. dun waste my passport which expires in 2 yr time...

thinkin of finding a job now... mmm.. but if go genting then not much days left ar...

so long

2009-03-10T19:39:00.000-07:00

haha.. it have been so long since i last posted a entry, just too lazy to do so.. between this lack of post period, exam came n gone, holiday came.. so happy but starting to feel that holiday is boring de.. last time i never say i am bored during holidays, i always have many manga to read and other stuff to do, but dunnoe y this holiday just seem boring... may be i read too many manga this few yrs.. left only a few manga i am interested in not fully read yet ba...
first wk of holiday n i have almost went out every single day... i think only sun i slack at home.. mum just keep on nagging, i think it is really time for me to pack my clothes.. haha.. the closet is full to its max... haha... did some light cooking at home for lunch, if i was at home.. mum make me.. haha
had a fun time goin out with everyone this first wk of holiday, we went rollerblading, eat n talk... so much to laugh to... was doing BTE yesterday.. it was ok.. but may be i old le.. dash a bit and walk a bit i already tired le.. the wind is so nice yesterday, so cooling... i like the wind haha.. i wonder when i will be goin crazy... i dun mean real crazy... just maybe when i finally totally lost my temper... i waiting for it to happen... may be it happen before.. but i just never felt it.. haha..

strange

2009-02-21T04:28:00.000-08:00

sian.. really really no mood to study... was always slping waking n slping.. the whole day only read 2 pg of scm notes...
after using facebook.. saw so many srs classmate still meet up with each other... make me feel abit jealous.. but happy for them too.. abit like waste of my life when i am in pri and sec sch..like dun ever have much frenz to alway meet up... like all like havin so much fun together.. so gd

Post CNY

2009-02-07T17:54:00.000-08:00

mmmm... really... most ppl house will have less n less CNY snacks but for me... it just gets more n more... our neighbour just give us more n more cos she n her husband can't eat that much... n for us.. we really haven't did much eating of them... now we have like 3 type of different pineapple tart.. no includin the one that we ate finish.. the one that we make on our own...

guess we really will need a long long time to eat finish all of them

Mold:

Cookies that me n mum make

beginning of CNY

Till today

bro flying

2009-01-18T01:13:00.000-08:00

wow.. just heard from bro that he will be flyin off to Brunei with his camp to trainin.... go there to be 小弟 haha... think he come back will be dark like coal ba... got stuck makin the shoppin cart n log in thingy... saw a whole pg of java code...dun understand ar... have to try to do.... ate economic rice for like one meal per day for 4 days le... test is coming... exam is coming.. presentation is coming... holy...

this holiday

2009-01-03T22:01:00.000-08:00

this holiday is really a busy one... went out almost every single day of my holiday.. which is new... met with alot of friends... sera, xl, jer, ml , tc... had a super camp... get to noe so fun ppl... a new exp.

Lc riding bicycle

water bomb time!!

waiting for night game

waiting loft to be open... all nappin

preparation for mambo night

almost of the com memeber of leo fusion camp 2008

log com (: jian de, DJ, jowell, jeff, lc n me

long way from loft to lch

bday2008

2008-12-09T05:34:00.000-08:00

yet another bday....
this yr there are people in my house.. there are people who say happy bday to me.. straight to me.. but.. i was sick... wat the heck...
grandma is here to visit.. but i was sick.. today... mum,bro and grandma went to walk little india and i was stayin at home tryin to finish scm n surviving to get better... i lose hunger... that y.. i miss my chance to eat pariss... no point of goin and not eating and wasting money... too bad... waited really long have the chance to go... so yet again... i spend my bday mostly alone at home..
the weather is cold as ever... sad... i still can't write out more than 2 n half pg of essay for lc.. she wan 4 n half... i am so dead...

expo IT fair

2008-11-30T06:16:00.000-08:00

today went to the IT fair at expo... never saw so many ppl before... the whole expo is pack...the mrt is pack.. the f*** bus is late... waited for 30 min just for the bus to appear.. too pack.. mum gave up ever before trying to get on it.. damn.. f*** that bus.. took mrt instead.. once again wait.. bcos the first mrt was pack... took 45min n i am still at expo.. wat the f*** waste my time..
bought fuji j150w n microsoft student pack($159).. the microsoft bro say it is conside cheap so bough it for him.. of cos he need to pay back.. if not i am broke... just eating alone cos us $11 + with not feeling full... didn't study for scm.. dead meat le.. f*** the bus.. so goin to place a complaint to the sbs ppl... no common sense ppl.. the sbs ppl

sian

2008-11-27T05:36:00.000-08:00

today finish showing the ecom video, need to edit more before handing it to teacher.. did the qmgt test.. really lucky that this test have cal.. if not i die le i think... i didn;t remember much for the test lo.. only start to study on the bus... slpt at 2am yesterday woke like 7 am in the morning was really half dead, drag myself out just to go to sch.
yesterday went to salvation army again.. i was fun.. the kid start to mix with us now... seem like they like us.. hehe

fun n tiring wk

2008-11-22T04:04:00.000-08:00

Wow... had a fun, tiring, scary wk... how so?
join the red camp... for two half days..
day 1, wed- first day of red camp... first time i face the o'lvl student... one person in charge of two grp.. so had a tough time balancing which grp to go to n how long to stay at each grp... end up both team the timing also so so only...
then straight to salvation there to teach the children christmas song... sing till ... cough... then got step by the children there... so not gd....
day 2, thru- second day of red camp.. help teacher with assigning grp... at the end.. me n lc got one grp each.. each 4 ppl in a grp haha..since less n less ppl come for the camp... had alot of time to interact with my grp.. talk crap... they are from st. gabriel sec.. that is opp my house.. haha.. then dunnoe y so many ppl gather round us and talk n disturb us.... got a 8s like that for the luge that we make.. unexpectedly got won free movie tickets.. ( for first 10 team).. then they so nice n give me a pair of the movie tickets.. so gd of them haha...
did a presentation for our PBL2... not prepare at all... so just crap through the whole thing...
Fri- got CLO presentation... crap again... think i suck in it... then had BBQ with the international student, teacher and our class... our class is truly the labour of the day man... all we do the work... n mr wee n mr ng cook too haha.. they like to cook satay so much... teachers and the boys set up the fire... took quite long.. as usual... can't blame them la... it is tough work.. like weiting cheese cake alot... reach home like at 11 pm lo...
Sat( that today)- meet up with sm, lc, st, cw for gym... but as usual... st n cw is late... anyway.. i ran 20 min of joggin thingy... but only like 2.4 km... that is bad... if this goes on i will fail for my nafra... but consider gd le.. at least i never feel like fainting at the middle of the run... and i run throught out n never stop at all...got to use my dad camera today... so take some pic of sm they all... n cw ever post for some pic.. haha.. was half dead from the gym.. leg was in pain.. haha.. then we ate KFC ... then took a bus down to cw house... the house was so far in... n it is so hot... was ever more dead when reach cw's house....took a tour around his house... quite big... cw, sm n lc do ECOM... st teach me cha cha... end up is he teach me abit.. then i keep saying it is strange then decide to make it more easy... n i got it... finally ... spend like from 1-4 to learn the whole thing, finish the whole dance.. left with find the music and have some fun... got cw'mum to take a look at our dance... haha..
some pic of the day:

Lc n sm while waiting for st n cw

cw actully posting for pic!!

only wan to take pic when he is blowing bubble

waiting for the bus ( so long )

traffic light ( dun sm look like got ankle down)

cw's house... ( guest rm)

wat m i doing

2008-11-09T05:57:00.000-08:00

damn... i am not doing anything... had fun yesterday doin ECOM project ... but hell.. finding the stupid convert took alot of my time..
went to the NS fair with mum today at jurong... it was ok la... got to try out the night viewing thing... finally got hold of the book... fearless fourteen... i have been waiting for so long to read it... read half of it on our way home taking 105... just finish it not long ago...
but i did not study!!! i did not do my hw which should be hand in long ago... wat the hell am i doing.. dead meat ... tmr have quiz.. say must remember some eg of chemical.. !!! how am i suppose to remember ma when i can't ever spell part of the chemical correctly... all chemical name look alike to me !!!!

first wk in sch.

2008-10-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

nearly 1 wk have pass ... first wk of sch already have so much to do... pbl... projects... all piling up like a mountain... i have to work hard for it... i slack anymore...
happy graduation guys n gals in MI... noe that none of you will see this but still.... wish u all the best for a lvl...
can't wait to see them again...
must finish all the work i can do by this wk... so that i can have a better holiday or time to do other stuff...
i am goin to face my fear in writing essay... for sure... so many writing stuff to be done this wk n following semster... jia you... as someone says.. new appearance new module so better days... n better grades...
Jia You to me n everyone... :P

busy

2008-09-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

after this temp job.. i think i start to noe how to control my temper n give a fake smile ever when i am angry.. i think i can bear tear in front of outsider a bit more.. cry less.. pretend to be happy more often.. i am gettin tired.. all we try to do is be nice. but all they wan is to be demandin. it is not we all dun wan give them but it is stated in the policy and rule. so either we break it to help u n we get the punishment or we just stick to it.. of cos we choose to stick to it..
i am still makin mistake when do my job.. i still dun think i can make a speech to ppl i noe without panicking. to 'never see again ' ppl yes i can make a speech but not to ppl who i see weekly or daily...
got a new workin colleague.. from SP de.. he is gd... i think he is doin much better than i am... like my colleague .. they are great ppl.. 2 more wks to go.. to lesson start... workin full shift again tml.. 11 hr.. i am goin to die... hahha.. the first time i work overtime i barely make it till the nite... hope that tml there is less ppl...
i think ppl are crazy... they spent $ 400 just to get a lucky dip n $20 voucher.. that wat make them quite coming... i think it is not worth it...
there is one father who pay $50 to get a lucky dip then he say he wan to get something for his son from the dip... so he break the rule n dip for a long time... just to get a glass tic tac toe set because he can't find the tamiya car ... come on la.. he can spend $50 just for lucky dip y can't he just pay a bit more to get some thing that his son really likes... i hate those ppl who dip n dip.. i will stare at them... n say in a **** voice.. ' do u mind takin one card out' n repeat it till they stop it...
they just waste my time.. they is such a long queue of ppl waitin... n they have the face to take up so much time.. how dare they...
there... i am lettin my anger off.... this is the only way... i can't tell my mum that i got scold.. she won't just say.. that part of ur job... or she will say some thing in their point of view... come on la.. it is not that i dunnoe wat the customer wants.. but can't they stand in our point of view.. we are the service provider not the decision maker.. we follow the heads rules... we are paid to act as bad person... while we are actually tryin to help in one way or another.. but the customer just dun think so.. so fine... just keep thinkin we are the bad person...

work work

2008-09-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

o man.. haha.. i am going to start work again.. once again as cso at compass... till oct 12.. i hope it won't be afternoon shift.. i will die from it n can't wake up for sch the next day.. work start tml.. wish me luck.. the cpf is wow.. i suppose to earn like 500+ but after cpf i left 400+ in my bank that ****

finish watching Another cinderlla storyit was cool.. like the part that they dance with the mirror between them.. it is so nice... like the dance moves.. too bad it is only sold in DVD... n not out in cinema.. guess only ppl like me will watch it..

finish watching Wild Child...it was cool.. when online to check when it is out in singapore... found out that it will only be out in Nov08... cool.. that means i watch before some ppl.. haha.. it was a gd movie..

i really wan to buy cds.. but too bad...

i borrow books on modules that we are goin to learn soon... have to make myself read them ... found the bookmark that sera gave me... it was still in the books on the shelves of central lib... lucky... really wan to read Fearless fourthen.. but ppl keep on reserveing it.. sian.. i think i have to wait for a yr to let the other fan of janet evanovich to read finish then it will be my turn... haha can't wait to read it.. start reading meg cabot book again... like the new series - heather walls Size 12 is not fat think i will skip Size 14 is not fat either n go straight for Big Boned.. just waiting ppl to return them..

did a test on http://www.handwritingwizard.com/
quite true for most part to it. ppl should try it.. haha

damn

2008-09-14T17:19:00.000-07:00

damn it... result out le.. my gpa drop by alot again... my mum sound angry!!! dad will scold me le... damn it...

work

2008-09-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

ahh... yesterday start to work afternoon shift le... so tired... but compare to morning shift it is more slack... almost 1/4 of the time is read story book... cos at night not much ppl... but reach home i will just straight alway fall to sleep haha...
had a fun time meeting up with sm, sx, lc n st on mon... it was fun... haha..

pre-work

2008-08-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

Wow... today is "pre-work" day. goin to be at the customer service for the next 15 days issuing coupons. Today went to work for 3 hr sorting cups seeing which is spoil till cannot de... there is like 9-10 boxes to see... finish checking 5 complete boxes... 4 more to go... so i have to go early to do sort them out first then go down to work at customer service to work... it is a must to bring jacket... it is cold like ****... how i noe? cos we all went down to brief on the detail for this 15 days... 2 days off... on Mondays... 6.5 hr each day... $5.5 per hr... the pay is ok only.. better than nothing... cos jane say i no exp. so not easy to find data entry job... lucky i go on Mon to look for job... if i went on tue.. i may not ever have one job now... since the place is pack with ppl lookin for job on tue.... but sian thing is result will be out straight after i finish work.... hope i score well...

fun

2008-08-10T20:55:00.000-07:00

It was a fun wk last wk...

grandpa n cousin sze ka came to singapore of a visit... it have been years since she visit singapore like more than 10 yr. spend almost all my time with them and ate alot of snacks and food... other than goin to sch for a few hours on thu n fri...

mon- went with mum to get them at airport... dunnoe wat happen but we just miss them when they came out of the gate... was in a bit panic when we see the luggage belt empty and there is still no sight of them... found them from the crowd... they say their luggage were nearly taken by some tours. who thinks that watever left on the belt is confirm theirs. then we went to eat chicken rice at some famous shop... not that gd as expected... i think we can't believe in alot of ppl's taste... it taste like wat we can get for $3 per plate of chicken rice... but it cost at least 3 times more expensive...

tue- went to mutafa to walk walk.. n eat... at first wan to go zoo after that... but see not much time left so went orchard to walk n shop(a bit) cousin is very into tennis now... so we spend most time on seeing sport stuff and supermarkets... she seem to like supermarkets a lot.. n we were there comparing time... she saw some sport stuff that she likes alot n say that there are not sell in HK, one funny thing is when we went taka's stadium, she saw a hat that she like alot but with no price tag. we ask the sales person they check with the database no result... then the sales person say to his colleague ( time to use my magic bk) but still the magic bk fail him... hah... then he end up calling some main shops n ask for the price... $11+ quite ok the price... but that hat was those old versions hats that my cousin have been looking for, for very long time. jumbo no space who cares, grandpa cares... he is on a mission to eat one piece of crab meat, for wat? cos my aunt simply ask us to try crab when grandpa come visit n he thinks that jumbo is more famous so must eat that..

wed- went dental first then met up with cousin to go zoo... the food there is expensive $7.50 for a mee gorang, only 4 choice.... n the kfc is dominated by chij student which make it impossible to buy anything in less than 1 hr... no joke ok... there is like 30 + student there n more will come n cut the queue.. since they have friends in the queue. one of the worker there told us to go to the next line.. she dunnoe that that line is also taken by the kids... we did as she say.. then that bitch chij student see us they say to her friend or indirectly to us " dun tell me they are cutting queue" come on we did nothing wrong ... we was standing there queueing up then the woman came and they us.. one line for adult one line for kids... so we went... n who is the one that cut queue first. bitches.. (are the really from some holy sch or wat their attuide sucks make me hate them more) we deicide not to wait... it is ok for us.. but not for that poor tourist.. he have family to feed with children who want to play there... he had to wait for the who time... and stupid jumbo restaurant think they very gd ar.. every time say must wait till 8.30 then may be can get a space... f*** the other restaurant taste so much better than u. u only have more restaurant then other that y u are some as the top.

thu- went sch for imgt, cos my day to fall to the worst... i actually get a C in that assignment.. wat the fuck... the teacher sucks... go to hell bitch... n she is taking her time to talk crap for the whole lesson repeating everything again n again on that crap assignment... the more i hear it the more angry i get... but at least when i find my cousin we have a fun time. went to PS and ate 肉骨茶 ok only.

fri- presentation sucks. yq n xuxu do their part all wrongly.... went to vivo to find cousin.. mum n them went sentosa.. then cousin slept on the beach for 1 hr... wow.. walk around vivo n the supermarket.. bought coconut sweets. then have a quick tour at esplande n take pic on the durian, the status, the ferris wheel. and a quick window shopping went to marina sq. n look for restaurant to eat at ... went to CA.. it was nice... saw the one sundae n another for free between 3pm-7pm. on mon -fri.. so gd.. haha.. ordered before 7pm.. n we got two sundae one strawberry n the other is brownie volcano... taste very gd the brownie volcano!!! Was told that grandpa they all can stay one more day in singapore cos can change it to 10 aug so gd!!!

sat- went serangoon central to eat mac... then went suntec and bugis to walk. eat alot of snack.. n food... two ice.. two noodle.. each is we two share one bowl... the ice kacang at bugis food junction was disappointing. then went home.. then at 6pm+ cos of rain so only me n mum went to bishan n take away food n bring it home for all of us to eat.. n grandpa they all stay home n watch NDP....

sun- send grandpa n cousin to airport... no more play time... it is time to study!!!

some pic of food!!! n where we went!!!

at little india

rose flavor

breakfast

肉骨茶

guess where is this?

ice monster

browine volcano

burger at CA

Crazy Sat

2008-07-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

today is busy... in ... playing...
afternoon went for LEO InI... it was ..... funny n not smooth... not the max... but abit ....
then go home slack then went out to lau pa sat n eat then go watch firework... abit scary no firework cos of the light rain... capture most of it on video hahaha... finally a firework in video for me... nice lo... then rush home to watch Miss HK... guess who won.... the tallest girl in the won... that is wow... so unexpected ... after she join Miss HK so many negative news abt her lo... they change the qns n ans to debate style... poor thing for the person who is suppose to support qns on 'should abolish swim wear in beauty contest'.
dad bought a Olympics bird's nest hk$20 note... it is not worth it... it cost hk$130+... n it have no value of selling out in the future... when he show us... we were like wat that... then when he say the price out... we were like wat the...wat a waste of money...

pic of the note

Inside of the food:

More food

Food

2008-07-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

Food Food haha... Snacks haha.... snacks from Taiwan!!!
Grandma n aunt went to 高雄 for holiday n they bought back snacks for me haha... so nice of them n so nice the food... dun feel like eating them ar
I think i will like the love classic and cozy MiDi lemon the most. haha..
Project n Project, Exam n test.... all coming n going... last sun did alot of work... rush alot of it... but still got alot more.. :P
daddy is back waiting cousin n grandpa to come... maybe... at least must be aft 3 aug... grandpa is changin to become Christian... ya christian... gd luck to him with more sat at church.... it is cool with me as long as dun drag me there... not that i have anything against it just that i know i will feel bored....just listening to lecture make me slpy... singin is ok but Bible may be not haha... so ppl no more books other than interesting story bks.
blur blur bro is coming out yet again this sat... n i have no mentor this wk but have to go InI for LEO only differ is no need so early wake up yes!!! finally a wk got a few days no need everyday wake up early le...

Single view of them:

Moniparnasse

Cat's Tongue

Cinnamon

Roi Soleil

Chocolate Oats

Love Classic

Sunflower

Cozy MiDi lemon

One pic of them all:)

wat a wk

2008-06-28T18:54:00.000-07:00

i am tired to the max!!!!
every single day this wk i woke before 7am... y? i dunnoe... sch start early so wake early... this wk seem long but feel short... dunnoe wat it means... haha...
bro this wk went to check up... mum wan a x ray done for his chest... n ... they found out... he is injure internally too.... wat the .... the doctor in the past wks keep on saying he is only having muscles pain from the fall during NS... n never take x ray or check his chest... now... 5 wk later from the fall some more under my mum request then they discover the injury... wat the... some more the doctor at that moment dun really wan to send him for x ray ever when my mum ask....
to me from wat i heard... the doctor seem shock to noe the injury... bad skill in checking out injury at the first place....
the doctor give him light duty in guards.... wat the... so it means that my bro still have to go n stay at guards and all day long is sit there or sweep the floor that is lame... is he suppose to sweep the whole campus with the other injury ppl ? sweep leaves? wat a waste of time....

yesterday is the first day of mentoring... it was fun... but tiring... the kids there is fun n really cute... so small... one of the girl wan me to push her around in the toy car... till i back pain.. haha.. but there are cute!!!! wont be see them nxt wk... but will see them again on the 12 july... haha... we play storytelling and drawing out our dream job....i draw badly.. haha... only one bus can reach there... bus 169... haha...
dunnoe how to do purchasing... just did one slide for marketing... dunnoe how to plan for the nxt outing with sera, lorraine n xl... mmmm goin to do my best... haha...
no more playing... i keep on tellin myself... haha... goin to help my bro take mp3 from safra... thinkin of which club i should go... yishun one on sat or toa payoh one on wkdays...haha...wonder $$ into my bank le ma.. haha... when i earn more i goin to buy my own mp3... for sure... bro say he can lend me the mp3 .... for a while... sigh... haha

fly

2008-06-21T02:38:00.000-07:00

holiday is coming to the end... lesson is starting soon... must get into study mood le.... this holiday is very fun... try out alot of new things....met alot of new ppl... like someone says, they are just some very small part of our life.... a passerby of our life.... but meeting them make me learn alot n experience alot of differences things... and allow me to see things in other point of views....
i got a chance to wear heels for hrs... ever though i grumble every min.... all i can say is... the shoe really is gd... haha... with just a while of seating i can stand for more hrs.... unlike my shopping trips... haha...
got a chance to walk up submit of bukit timah hill... which until this holiday i have not try it before.... hehe... went out with sera xl lorraine two times in one holiday... hehe... N spending almost every single day of my holiday outside.... all this holiday if i was in s'pore i will spend most time at home... hehe
sch starts gd luck for studys n tests :)

hehe

2008-06-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

this few days is fun...
mon- went to cut hair with sx n sm... reach just on time at 2... then went home n slp.. n play...
tue- work start.. have to reach expo at 8.15am... reach on the dot... cos miss 1 bus n the one i was on is full of ppl... since it was first day.. didn't talk much to others.. but got to chat with others through lc... hehe... we have some very funny ppl working with us... hehe scratch my feet.... hurts
wed- a day with alot of tempory pass needed... got a chance to issue them... hehe... met new ppl... during lunch... got to noe a NP 3 yr n SIM girl n seem to see my pri sch ppl....n sec sch de...
met up with sera, lorraine n xl for dinner... it was nice... have fun... but really tired... reach home at 11 +...finish doing stuff at home then drop down to slp... 12 le...
thu- reach ever earlier then wed... drank two cup of coffee...dun seem to wake me up .... haha... chat ever more with ppl...bad me.. hahame more ppl...
tml is the last day... a short day.. hehe.. i wonder wat timing are we suppose to write in the pay paper....

:)

2008-06-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

hehe. long time never update le... this holiday is full of activities. almost every day i am out....
10 june-
job meeting
waste time queuin up... the talk was just less then 30 min
11 june-
personal care talk
abit overlap wat we did last makeup lesson same person did the talk...
12 june-
walk around singapore....
( not really whole singapore... for me is just from douby ghout to national jc then walk up to bukit timah hill once... leg pain.. then i left the grp... cos can't go to zoo.. cos no one payin for my fare.. haha)
13 june-
met up with sera n xinling.. lorraine lost contact with her.. while waiting... so end up she reach home then saw our msg.. cos she left hp at home... we 3 miss her while standing at orchard mrt... how.... we dunnoe...hahax
ate subway!!! finally haha.. quite nice... share a 10 inch bread set with sera.. pay $6 haha.. cheaper then xl de set... 6 inch set ... $8+ haha... then walk at far east for the whole meeting... xl is the big buyer hahaz... she got brainwash by sera maybe haha.. cos she bought dresses.. haha.. n we wan her to wear that at the nxt meeting hahax..
14 june-
bp np mentor in the morning with qiying pri n rivervale sec... then is job meeting.. waste my time and make me miss the prize giveing cemo at hougang... i piss off abt it... they make us send more the 1hr+ on waiting... if that they is spent correctly i could have make it for the cemo... i want to see it so much lo.... so end up reach at the end of the cemo... f.... then call mum who was there... she didn't hear my call.. 5 times... wat the... the talk took up 3 hr + n travel so far.. but no pay.. wat the.. f..the last hr.. they make us sit there n wait just to hear them talk for 10 min... wat the.... then the 1st hr is wait for ppl to register finish.. next the b**** she talk every sentunce of the note given to us... wat for... i slp through... so boring... waste time... give us the notes if wan we will read... she ever say out it is the how many time the show is held... wat the...f... ran every where i go... from ecp to take bus to expo... ran like mad.... from hall 5 to mrt... still miss the train... waited for 11 min... wat the... from paris ris mrt to the bus stop.... waited for 15 min bus... f***.... reach hougang at 6pm... noe i miss the whole cemo when i got down the bus... damn...
15 june... now sitting here bloggin... n tryin to get my rm pack....
16 june... goin to meet with sm n sx to cut hair...
17-20 june.... work!!!!!
n may be meet on wed with sera lorraine n xl for dinner.. haha... let it be on... cos i wan to see a tranform xl in dress and see lorraine.. so many mths never see her le

CoOL

2008-06-01T01:08:00.000-07:00

wow... now studying for OPCS... last nite was so cool... fun n tiring... gather with LEO at 6pm at changi beach... eat dinner... never eat finish everything... wait for the bus to take us to our point... for me is drink station 2 n lc is drink station3.. mine have 100 plus... noe wat that means?? haha... look at the map of the whole run... so long lo... my station is 6.1 km away from the starting point...
reach my station... start to set up the place... the 100 plus umbrella... so tough lo... then it is time to... MIX 100 plus... they tell us the receipt... so not nice lo the taste... no taste at all... end up we add some more sypus to make it have some more taste...
at round 8.50pm... 20 min since the start tof the first ever 84km run... the first runner arrive... among all the runners... i like 84 km ppl most... i mean mostly... haha.. cos they are more easy to serve... y? cos there is only 300 ppl crazy n self belief ppl who challenge their own limits to run it... n they are polite ... overall... n fun... when they came... we still have time to cheer for them... n joke abit...
the longest time to wait is between the last runner run past us for the first part of the 84 km... and waiting for the start of the 42km race... every first , second n third runner have officer on bicycle with them... both man n woman...
We make 2 n half big box of 100 plus... when 42km start... all went crazy... at first the table are full of cups full of drinks... 100 plus n water... BUT... 1000s of ppl start to come... all the cups were gone in sec... n we start to got really really busy... take cup... put on table... no time to ever serve... they have to self serve n take their own cup and we pour the 100 plus for them... into the cup n onto their hand... all i noe is pour n take more cups n pour n refill... again n again.. all i see the hands in front of me... i no longer see the ppl faces... all i noe is say sorry... then some runner will tell me dun rush... it is ok... thanks.... so kind of them... half way of the craziness... my pant, shoe n half of my shirt is wet n soak from all the 100 plus... so sticky... n like an hr later... all is gone... all was left was.. small grp of runners from 84 km race.... who run pass... n the talking start again... but with body sticky till max....
there were first aid ppl there with us... so funny lo... the guy nurse... whenever he is trying to 'relax' some ppl will come by and say... ' i need a spray' n he will have to get up n help them out... the runners are really mentally n phycialy strong...
one of the runner came by our station... he say...' good morning, nice to see u again... u can buy Mac breakfast le... since they are open le'... something like that... another one... say..' dun fall aslp ok'... haha... then one of then is japanese runner... my team mate start to joke with him.... so funny lo.... they say alot of japanese greeting... haha... i really wan to salute the last runner... ever thought he is the last... n no one noe where he is... cos can't keep track of him... cos he like joggin slowly... when he finally pass by our station for his nxt n last 36km... it was raining... when we spot him... we give him water... and ask him whether he wan raincoat or not... he say thank to us for the water.. n no for the raincoat... n he continue to run... slowly... he was at least 60 yr old... it show how determine he is... ppl who never see him... dunnoe that he is the last runner... i wonder how he is now...
like 60+ ppl n 8 bike have to be in one bus... to send us back to the start n finishing point... to get our breakfast....n go home... i slpt on the bus 109... it is a bus which start from changi village int... n end at s'goon int... i slpt.. n suddenly wake up... saw bus 70m behind... lazy to walk from int to home... so change bus... n walk a bit lesser... haha...
it is so fun to noe the drink station team member... haha... talk alot of crap... help each other make nick names... haha... n get to noe the nurses who was on stand by at our station.... n road marshals near our station...so fun... but tired...n enriching... it is really a experience which i can't get any time soon...
reach home...bath... add breakfast... at 10 am... i just fall n slp... so soundly... till like 12 plus... by then my bro n dad have com back from buying my bro formal shoe... haha... so.... now is study... haha.. tml exam le... haha...no pic..have to see whether the sundown ppl send us or not...

In coming.....

2008-05-24T21:21:00.000-07:00

This coming wk n nxt wk got/need to:

Mon: QLA test
Tue:Purchasing test
Wed: Dental early in the morning
Thu: Marketing test
Fri: study for up coming exam
Nxt Mon : OPCS exam
Nxt Wed : IMGT exam...
Nxt Sun : hand in Marketing project 1

This is killing me... i try to study for purchase.. but can't get in... mum cut my hair for me.... on sat... look a bit funny this morning... so cut more... so my hair can be in ponytail... but short... need to work hard... if not end up like my bro with no uni at all... mum is really sad abt it... i try to cheer her up using my hair as the topic.... n the beancurd... this did bring smile back but for a while only... then she start talkin abt negative things abt ppl abt things...

piss... as always....

2008-05-16T00:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a piss of day like every tue... the b**** alway release us on time or late... alway more never less.. in other time.. that will be gd.. but when facing her.. it is not gd at all... then on bus... when wait for ppl to get off bus then move in... the stupid inconsiderate ah ma.... say i block the way... u tell me... should i let ppl move out first then i move in ... double decker ar... ppl haven't get off... how can i move in... she dun care... she rush in .... like one min late will have no seat like that... f*** her... i just too piss off...
bro suddenly call n say he coming home... tml then go out for ** again...early in the morning... i not ever wake up lo...
never do much execise... feel like dying... so many things to do...

bad luck...

2008-05-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

wow wed is a bad luck day for me.. for real.... always like have bad things happen to me on wed... went dental... can finally start eat solid food... but i still can't really get use to it... feel so strange... biting...had mac big breakfast... my first soild food since 6 wk ago... reach sch at 11.40am... wait for sx... find lc... at lib... walk back to blk 73 for lesson.... finish lesson rush to find sm... to do stuff for her IS... then wait for 30 min for lc... nothing to do... wait till sm n sx finish le.. then lc finally finish doing stuff for her teacher... so damn long... then walk up hill... to blk 81 for NDP usher interview.... have been in so many interview lately... all stuff like need interview....
went to sim bus stop to take bus... saw 151a behind 154... but the 151a wait for a while though no ppl wan board it drive off... wtf... have to take the 154... it move like snail.... nearly miss 153 becos of this snail.... two smelly worker sat beside me... left n right... eeeeeeeee.... at the last stop where 153 n 154/151 meet... i rush out.. n got on 153...
on 153... a woman... her throat got problem or something... keep on clearing her throat... into a plastic bag... so loud.. n dirty... eeee.. make me feel like vomiting... yucks....

ooo

2008-04-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

2nd wk of sch nearly over... n dad is comin back tonite... bro is getting his first book out this fri... that so cool.... still haven't do OPC n PMGT hw.... dunnoe how to do.... sian.... had mentor interview.... today.... hope can get in... haha... hope lc gets in too... start to get notes le... means i have to study le.... bks so thick... so ex...
today went to return n borrow bks... so heavy... haha.... so thick the book.... so hot... haha... one wk more i can use my teeth to bite le... i now already starting to eat bread n cakes... can eat.. but slowly lo....

hehe

2008-04-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

one mth since go to hospital.... n yes.... i can eat solid food.... soon... haha.... 2 wk later go find doc.... to take out the plastic thing... then can eat solid food le... doc is ok with the wideness that i can open.... 3 finger... haha... that is near 4 cm ok... haha... act like a children in front of the doc n nurse... haha... rare to see doc laugh... lol... at least she smiles... saw a girl aft me... haha... that day i saw her... ( before sch start)... her mum n her wait n wait... she was in front of me by that time.. but have to wait for the doc for something... she also did operation.... then cos some problem... end up wait long long... then i look at her n her mum... the look of her mum's face make me think that it was the mum who have tooth pain or something... rather than the girl in pain... haha...
didn't listen to class on tue... so dunnoe dun have tutorial today... make me bring laptop..... end up go home n play for 3 hr then go out.... reach home in less than 1 hr... cos manage to catch the bus.. haha...
mum really look a bit weird in the new hair style... too straight... haha... reborn.... make her white hair seem ever more stand out.... can see the white hair from far... last time curly hair not that stand out.... $120... not worth...
2 more wks i can stop eating soft food... i wan kfc... haha... i wan mac... have to go for the appointment in the morning... 8 am... since wed have afternoon lesson.... n thu is public holiday so can't see doc... haha... may be nxt time see her is last time see her.... doc tell me to gain weight... lol.... of cos i am not goin to now... i will soon gain weight when i can eat... haha...
slp le like never slp... dunnoe y... i never seem to have enough slp... dream too much... no joke... brain is thinkin too much useless things le... i really wan a gd slp... not only physically.. but also mentally slp... havn't see bro for one wk le... haha...
got to noe that Farhan is goin NS... soon... in a mth time... hope when he gets out... he can get into course that he wants... all the best.....
o ya... i kill a spider using impulse... lol... too smelly for it... i think....
going to eat breakfast n lunch at one time... cos no time to eat lunch.. so i decide to eat at 10 plus.. then can skip breakfast n have super early lunch... haha.. can't be late for sch like i did on wed... tml stay in sch till 8pm... haha... hope it end fast...
need to find pic for nxt wk flash class.... making photo album...... using flash... think whether to use old photo or not... haha.. a small me... a fat me... n a me now... haha... need 3.... haha..... do i really look differ by alot? if really alot.. then i dun think i will use a fat me pic.. haha... later they ask qns... but dun think they will... i still think i am fatter (face) than before...

lesson now....

2008-04-15T23:04:00.000-07:00

now... i am in flash application class... teacher ,he talk ECE stuff... cos he from ece... talk abt mel.. for 1 hr... till now then start to teach flash.... almost all student is from ece.... 7 girls... include me le.... others are guys.... 6% marks for today lesson.... 12 % next wk.... cool rite...
this teacher is the module leader for this module... he like to give breaks... that ....ppl are talking.. laughing... mostly guys... girls are listening... gd girls... i was late for class by 5 min ba... haha... i left home at near 12.... then run halfway... then wait for bus... saw weiting at the sch overhead brigde... haha... at 1.... haha...

start sch....

2008-04-13T07:34:00.000-07:00

tml start sch le.!!!! sian.... tml 10 am lesson... have to wake at 7 +..... arrr... so long never wake at this time le.... seem like this is a tough sem.... heavy bag tml... a stat tb... eis tb... haha... lendin junjie.... heavy.... this holiday did nothing.... is play... i look more fat.... haha... grandfather call... ask my mum.... do u need to go with wing yin to sch....... he say ppl may not be able to noe that it was me...... a bit lame... but it is a way he show his care n concern...
liquid is my lunch... my teeth hurts....from closin....from opening...three finger le..... aimin for four

cry....

2008-04-10T05:44:00.000-07:00

today went dental.... it hurts.... the doc force my mouth open... say that wat i should be doing... it hurts.... i drop tears on the spot..... till now only can put in two finger... doc say at least must be 3 finger.... say nxt wk still never improve she goin to force my mouth open .......
went to walk around at chinatown.... didn't noe that there was a burger king there... haha... at lvl 2..... went this fashion.... went ck... buy three pack of milo.... haha... it was cheaper there.... n bought snacks... for mum to eat of cos.... then mum n i went around the place....

2008-04-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

wonder where is lorraine now..... tml i have to wake early..... help me... haha... goin to see my bro go NS... haha... tml is the day....all packin is done by mum... lol.... bro just leave everything for her to do.... he workin very hard on his project now.... gd for him...
2 wk can't see him haha....

last yr today

2008-04-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

this morning i start to think.... wat am i doin at this moment last yr... i guess nothing... just like now... haha... till that apr, i have just quit MI.... NP lesson have not start... so i am doin nothing... one yr have pass le....may be not doing noting... hahas... one of the days i did go back to MI to go for CIP... XL came back too.... just before i quit MI ever though i noe i am goin to quit soon... i still have to take exams.... still have to attend classes..... still have to do hw... n do pe...... xl left MI le.... the front seat is empty le..... then i left.... then soon after lorraine left MI too....
soon it will be day when NP camp starts... new student coming in... like we did... then new sch yr begins.... i still remember the first day of sch i was late for lesson....bcos wait for shiuan*2.... haha... but i have not the last... xavin was the last of the last.. haha.... soon it will be one yr aft becoming frens with lc sm n sx.... it was a fun yr...
but i am not working hard at all.... this time... i must start to work hard le... first yr is fun but as second yr begins it means that modules are getting more difficult.... so must work hard... le....guess i have to at least go back to my MI n sec sch days that compete mode...but really... thinkin back... i was never studyin really hard.... only before exam... have a few nights of studys... other then that i am playin all yr round....
y ppl say i am that kind of study ppl... i not really sure... hahas... may be my look... n my dressin style... or may be i like to read in the past.... but really... i am not the study type of ppl.... if u see my life... the way i live it... u will noe....i only touch sch books when i need to... or when i feel like... i did try to do all hw... if can... but other than that i am just seein tv.. reading story books... playin computer games... or seein my bro play computer games( most of the time in the past when i have no laptop)....or the books that i will touch are topics that i am interested in.... like DIY stuff...computer stuff.... or listen to music
i am a home base person... unless needed then i will go out.... i dun really care abt handphones... i dun have anybody callin me up everyday... i am a computer crazy person... a few days without it may kill me... hahas.. joking....
i always see on tv in HK... ' wat happen in the past... on this day' then they will show wat happen in the past.... but when i try to find wat happen on the day of my bday in s'pore as a hw... in the pass... all i can find is something to do with cash n notes... that happen on that yr... hahas... so many big event seem to happen just before or aft my bday.... but they just seem to miss my bday....
my bro is busy doing web site design... a fren of his ask him to help out....just now he fell aslp for awhile... forgot to save... all that he have done was gone cos computer hang.... lame...

count down......

2008-04-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

counting down....9 days to sch.... 4 days before bro go NS... bb... haha... he still dun wan to pack his bag.... dun care him le... still can't open mouth big....... only so little....like can't open any bigger... wat the.... every time i close my mouth.... then like hrs later try open again... the length that i can open go back to 1 cm.... then have to open again n again to get to the max that i can open... at time moment... eeeeeeeee..... yyyyyy......eating porridge every day... for lunch n dinner.... kind of fun... haha... like go back to the wisdom tooth days... get to try differ type of flavor portage...

yesterday nite. the sky is full of stars... some so bright some so small.... it shines.... seem to me like some time blue some time pink... haha...

o_o

2008-03-31T03:42:00.000-07:00

damn... i not feelin as well as i hope to be after takin out the string from my mouth.....
Y?
cos... i can't open my mouth big even if the string are gone.... i still have to tied to string to my teeth.... ownself tied.... the biggest i can open my mouth is like less than a few cm..... it hurts to open big....
i have to train my mouth to open big... open to the 'max' till i feel pain... stay that 'big' for one min... then can close mouth... have to do a few times a day... i can't ever brush my teeth... on the some surface... cos mouth not big enough... i am so goin to train till it can open big big big....
then the stupid hard thing in my mouth.... cos close mouth le teeth pain...
from the jouney back home from dental i slp through lo...mum went to buy hand blender.. for me.... she bought yogurt... one of them is orignal... salty n sour... haha... any way... it is to non liquid for me get into my mouth... so is end up mum n bro eat de... i can't ever put spoon into my mouth...
nxt wk go see doc again.... she say she wan to see the mouth can open bigger than now... i wan to too... faster get better.... cos really i want to eat soild food... bro n mum are they complaining this not nice... that not really very gd... n can't finish all the food...... more of bro la.... but i so wan to eat.....
i feel that it is worst than before.... dunnoe y... feel so tired trying to keep my jaw close to the max.... i slp the moment i lay on the bed....

2008-03-29T23:17:00.000-07:00

je suis une fille.....je suis jaune... haha.... sian... nothing to do.... so went livemocha to try learn basic french.... haha.... only boy girl woman man. young old poor rich.... spell... may be yes... but say... can't.... haha... 2 more wk sch start... sian

....mmm

2008-03-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

finish IS enrollment.... got into biz etiq n flash application... dun have much choice... at least i got wat i wan.... sort of... didn't take up intro to social psycho.... when i see the 40% essay part... haha.. didn't though of getting into speaking de... cos i try not to talk so much.... but anyway... if i got in... i may fail... so no point... haha...
still can't open mouth... make yawning a bit painful... haha... still feel pain here n there... now is count down... for bro to go NS... for us to go back to sch... everyone seen to have a meaningful holiday... i like did nothing... haha...
bro n mum ask me.... do u feel like eatin?.... when i drink till full... .............. of cos i feel like eating but i can't but i dun feel hungry.... if i was not force to drink milk all day long... i won't really drink... cos i dun feel hungry... n i hate to have stomach ache everyday...
read the bk that sx lend me... sm is rite.. i read finish in less than one day.... of cos i skip parts... but the story was cool....saw step up 2... like their dancin... quite cool.... but the girl voice is so.... deep... haha......
haven't see any shows that Mrs Sun lend me...only learn basic theory of hair cutting... haha... can say... but dunnoe how to cut...

Pig face

2008-03-22T22:07:00.001-07:00

now i am pig face wing yin!!!.... haha...
face swollen.... stay at home the whole wk.... goin to continue stayin in door unless really must go out..... saw doc today.... she say quite ok.... nxt wk go back can take out stuff le.... she say my mouth quite clean wo... that gd.... one of her clean patient.. haha... so she no need help me wash mouth today.... now i can't yawn!!!! not really can't yawn la... but just yawn without openin mouth... n jaw... that is tough... strange feeling... sounds that i can make is mmm.... n some simple sounds....
so like playin guessin game with mum n bro when i lazy to write on paper.... make me want knock my head.... cos... mum never seem to be able to guess correctly wat i mean.....bro is much better... may be it is bcos we are siblings... haha....mum n bro finally talk... that gd.... n bro got his hair cut to soldier that type of short hair.... mum n dad say they were so shock to find a different person opening the door for them when they got home after visiting me... mum say he any how cut... in front is ok BUT the back is bad... so she end up cutting for him at night... till 12pm.... haha... she say bcos of this hair issue force her to talk to bro again...
when they tell me the nxt day... i was not really shock... cos i kind of expect it... cos he say he want to cut short.. after hearing rumors from his fren.... but really wan to see the creation of his hair cutting skill.... haha... too bad no pic for me to see... now his hair is not bad... haha... start to grow longer le...so fast... 1cm a mth... but lookin at his hair it feel that faster than that rate... haha
xinling visit me on 19 mar... the day i got out of ICU... she came to CGH to visit a fren who is having attachment at the ward nxt day.... mum's fren came by that day too....she give me milk power as present.... so nice of her...
from the moment i was on the operation table.. till the moment i will be goin back to normal ward... i dunnoe how long have pass... it seem like days.... but it was only one n a half day....cos no glasses... can't see the time... n i very blur... keep slping n waking... or just lay there.... stare into the dark.... the only light i got in ICU when my rm light is not on is the corridor door light... so often i press the bell to look for nurse... really feel bad to them...
stuff i remember after the operation is wake up in a brightly lighted rm... i face the wall... n feel very uncomfortable... then go unconscious then conscious... the pattern repeats... haha... so i also dunnoe how long it took me reach ICU... haha.. one moment i see the nurse pushing me there the nxt min i in ICU le...
once out out of ICU... stay for one night... then nxt morning i can go home le.... don't drink anything... only water... cos the first day out of ICU till at night when the doc come see me .... then he noe... that i dun have a tube for drink... the diet doc help me order... fruit juice... ( sweet till!!!) haha... n milk.... also sweet... n this milk can make ppl feel full very fast!!!
----------------after this operation... make me-------------------
... kind of noe how some ppl feel when they are in hospital... for my case is i am willing to do the operation to change myself... but at the last moment.. it really is scary... when they start to push u to ther operation rm... it is really like show... all u can see is the celling.. n the lights... one by one u pass them... fast.... but the nurse that send u there are really kind... they try to talk differ stuff to make u happy or at least free better....
n the feelin that i can't breathe... block nose bcos.. dry up blood in nose... really have difficulty in breatheing the first day out of ICU... can't slp.... only slp for one hr... after injection....
the pain when injection is make... haha... not that i never try before... but when u have some pin like thing on ur hand... that stay with u for days... it feel so uncomfortable...
n how bitter medicine can be.... since i can only drink... all medicine is be crush... n mix with water.... gd thing is at least i can mix with drink to take them... not sure for other patient.... if can't mix... it is eeeeeeeeee till the max.... one medicine of mine feel a bit like durian.. but worst... it is some medicine that help prevent infection.....only till today then i discover milo with little water is the best to cover the taste... damn... i should have try milo the first day... then i won't have so much bitter taste in my mouth... today the last day eat medicine... i stop eating painkiller last night..
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too bad no one except my mum dad n bro.... nurse n doc of cos... too....saw my face with two bottle hangin down from my mouth.... i never see it.... too.... really can't image the look..... wat a view.... or the most swollen period... haha... dad took pic of my swollen face... to let my other relative to see... i say only 1 pic... he took like 10pic lo..... family keep on sayin that time i took out my widsom tooth... is more swollen than this time... haha... may be... but this time is more tough....
yesterday Mrs Sun n Hoying came to visit.... she bought some bird's nest... so ex....n she lend me vcd!!! haha.... but i can't eat it anyway... may be 1 mth later haha... if not let mum or bro eat... haha.. or when i better ba..... we kids play without much talking.. of cos the game is... WoW... since both of them playing... haha... hoying keep waving his hand... sayin hi... lame him... mum n aunt discuss abt the operation... whether hoying should do operation or not...cos he also have abit problem with his jaw... a bit to the right... abt sch... abt us... talk for hrs...
saw the x ray of my mouth today... saw... all the metal things in my mouth... haha... dunnoe... when go through metal detector... will it light up... haha... mum say have to go do some thing abt the passport n ic after a i recover... should be mths later ba... cos not goin anywhere anyway....
drink milk n water everyday... mum force me to drink alot... of cos i dun wan... sometime.. drink till i feel abit like wan vomit... too much le... haha...
mum suggest to make porriage... with alot of water... so i can drink the water ... haha... so wat lo... since mum is back she can cook food le... but after disagreement between her n bro... also don't cook much... or should say... too little time to cook different type of food.... now i see them eat.. make me... sad... ar.... haha... smell so gd... but i can't eat.... haha.... but at least got to drink soup... haha... everything she cook seem so gd to me now... haha... not that it is not gd in the past... just that 1 wk never eat solid food... make me want to eat... haha... too bad... i still have to drink for 1 wk... n consume soft food for mths... sad...got to get use...

................now............
all i do is drink, wash mouth ( always!!!!!!), slp n play... haha... mum say i can try to learn basic hair cutting skill if i wan... that is great... got some thing to do.... haha.... wonder how everyone is... like so long have pass... never see everyone le... only met with xinling n terence... most recent... will give everyone a shock nxt time we meet... most likely... haha... goin to try exercise more... haha... neck fat then lose a bit of fats... now have lines... haha....
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wonder did i break my record in writin long craps... in blog.... haha... guess not... so damn wordy... better add colours.. haha

NUS

2008-03-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

went NUS yesterday.... i use to complain that SMU talk is a bit boring.... at first..... but now... i must say... after yesterday.... SMU talk dun seem boring anymore.... NUS is the worst.... all they talk abt is wat u can find online.... never say anything abt the courses...all they talk abt is how great the sch are.... n the speaker.... s***... the moment he spoke... in the mind of mine n my bro is... never am i goin to choose this....that speaker is tryin to make it sound 'high' but it does not.... his eng s***.... he spoke for 30min with nothing new.... everything he talk abt are the things that i dun really wan to noe....
i was with my bro.... the food carnival.... wat ever it is spell... dun have things i wan to eat... n i can't find any other place to eat... wat the.... i stay till 1 then i give up... i am bored.... to the max.... we were with his frenz.... nothing much was say... i can't get into the talk they say... i dun understand wat they say... so i just go off.... lefting him with his frenz n more will be there.... so i just went off... with the law brochure.... for tc... met him... to give him the brochure... chat.... for 1hr i think... saw hoying... with... his someone... :p.... then went home to start pack bag...
now i am sian again.... haha... eat as much things as i want... haha... cos from 18 mar on... i will drink only... n eat soft food.... sian....

result

2008-03-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

today got result.... like last time.... got waken up by the sms from sch.... it was ok.... some sub did not do as well as i hope to but on the other hand COMT n IAC pass le i a bit happy.... haha... drop in GPA.... heard that sx ,sm, lc they all all improve... gd for them... lc score very well... think she can get into top 3.... gd luck...
then at last moment decide to go toa payoh suki sakura to eat buffet... haha.... $20++... nice... ate alot of cakes... haha... it was better than last time that suki..... dunnoe y... haha... think it will be a long time before i eat buffet.... after this time.... eat till very full....
tml goin NUS.... with bro... then his fren will join us.... so i will be the odd one out.... dun care le... i just wan to have alook.... since rare chance.... haha...
still have not pack bag.... bro keep on make fun of me....

2008-03-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

fri... result coming out... abit mix feeling now... i am tired... i am bored... i am not really happy... i am stress...
mum just say that each holiday my bro n i had... the worst we get.... she always say so... ever since pri sch...
the house is so quite... dark... make it feel like back to e three days that i am alone... but at that time... i have so much things that i wan to play... now... i dun feel like doin anything... cos i abit sian on games... on manga... they seem to catch lesser n lesser of my interest.... but i still play games n read manga just to kill time... n mum will start to say... seein all this cartoon make u stupid... make u childish....
but she dunnoe.. to me... cartoon teach me alot of things... they teach me sports details that i dunnoe... like tennis... like basketball... skating... dancing... they show me how the other side of the world is... the side tha dun belong to me.. they teach me... how ppl feel... from different point of view...
it is not childish it can be use as teach material if use correctly.... y can't parent see this....

SMU

2008-03-09T04:23:00.001-07:00

Wake up…. Eat… then went market with mum…. When I reach home at 11.30 or so… bro says he will be goin to SMU with ho ying… I was like 'I wan to go too' then my bro give me a condition…. I have to be prepare by 11.45am…. I quickly bath n change…never so fast before…. Haha… then went out… catch a mrt… to little india…. Then walk…. Bro forgot the way… so end up walking wrongly…. Then when we reach a SMU building…. We start to look for the admin block… follow the sign board…. It lead us around the whole sch…. the whole U shape… WTF…. End up we walk useless place… end up hoying wait for us like for 30 min + then the two of us reach…… pls improve on the board…. The booth were small… way smaller than NTU…. Wait for talks…. Went for three at one goal…. Never eat lunch… 1pm… degree on social sci…. becos drank the red bull… feel a bit blur…. After 1pm talk… went nxt door for degree on information system at 2 pm.… a gd talk… they make it sound so nice…. Lectures are funny… then went for 3 pm admin talk… some many ppl… on the way there… saw Samuel ng… the first thing he say to me is… dun ask…. I didn't hear him…. Only noe when my bro tell me… anyway… I never intend to ask him anything…. We were in rush to go up to lvl 10…. Only say hi to him lo…

Tc say he was there with agdoron n vicky n other ppl…. But never meet cos… when I finish the talk at 4pm… he was goin for the law talk…..went to eat LUNCH at bugis… at 4pm…. Eat Japanese noodle… haha… ex man… to me… it was ok la… then went home…. N play!!!... haha

mmmm

2008-03-08T06:16:00.001-08:00

Today….. wake up… eat breakfast… then start to discuss with bro which course he can go n which is can't go… which is interesting… which degree he can make it… tell him that he can't make it for ARTS degree…. For real…. Just tell him to see engineer degree…. So… since NTU open house today…. The three of us went there… 11 + get out of house… reach NTU at 12.15 like that…. Bcos got shuttle bus… so many ppl… cos the only day open…. Bro says he saw a lot of SAJC ppl…. We walk around to get flyers… on engineer degree…. Bro like to go for computer engineering… and he finally understand he really can't make it into biz admin…. So we went for the talk on sch of engineering at 1pm…. The person talk n talk…. N I get to noe that aerospace degree u need straight As… and diploma in aerospace will not allow them to skip yr 1…. Then follow by a tour to game lab… which is under degree of computer sci engineering…. We saw some games make by student from NTU…. N of cos they have wii n play station 3…Then we ate… I ate beef bake rice… small portion but filling…..$4.50…. mum ate laksa… $3 quite nice… then at 3pm we go for degree of computer engineering tour…. They show us virual reality stuff… It was cool… but those ppl with us was like shock to see those stuff… it was shown on news… so not a shock to me….

Then at 4.30pm… we got into a environment engineering tour… which was half way through le…. They brought us to research lab… show us experiments stuff… so…. We noe.. it is not suitable for my bro… this degree… went to campus tour… saw our senior in NP … angie…. Some bus…. Stop at the halls( places where student stay in)…. Most are old…. Then new ones with aircon is hall 3 n 16…. But of cos must pay more… they have to share bathrm… with the whole floor…. The old halls… have to hang clothes outside… eeee… then have to climb a lot of floor…. There is one canteen for sharing between 2 hall…. Then went back to boon lay… to eat dinner… ate mac…. I ate donut… tiramisu flavor…so full… haha… then stand all the way back home… all I can say… ppl are so inconsiderate…. Some women use hp to play music… without ear piece… LOUD….. n ppl rush into the mrt without waitin for ppl to exit just to get a seat…. N they ran in…. wat the….

Wat to say….

2008-03-07T05:50:00.001-08:00

A lvl result is out… guess wat my bro have zero A zero B for H2 sub…. He got C,C, D…. no biz admin for him… no one to blame… he only start to study 3 mth before a lvl…. In sch he fail like ****…… other sch fren got better result then him… the grp that he mix with…. All have at least one A…. they play he play…. They score well he score ****…. Gd o lvl does not mean gd a lvl….. when someone is lazy… he now thinkin of computer graphic design…. Wat the.. if so he should have take art in the first place…. N he thought of goin back hk to go uni… my mum is like wat the use of goin back when u go into unrecognized sch…. all I do is tellin him which course he can make it n which he can't…. till now then think alt… dumb….

Went dental again at 9am… wake like 7am… finish everything in 15 min… end up sitting down n take naps till 8am… then reach there wait like 30 min for my turn… then wait 15min for the photographer to come down… then finally finish… went to bloodbank…. Took test… low pressure… so forces to drink bottle n bottle of water to increase it… drink till so full… till nearly feel like vomit… finally make it to the bottom line… 100…. The doc say cos if too low she scare me faint inside …. Did not of cos…. But sat there for so long… the trainee… n senior inside was excited to see me… cos got life eg… for surgery case to give blood for own use…. Got a pink bandage today… it say GIVE BLOOD….. so strange… at least like the yellow one have smiley face ma…

Tidbit!!!!

2008-03-05T00:40:00.000-08:00

this are tidbits bought from hk.... most i can find it at supermarkets.... or at japanese stores.... so nice ... lo.... the box of biscult i like alot.... bought like 4,5 box back :p.... plan to eat finish all this by 17 mar.... haha... drink milk..... eat iron pill.... tml goin to see sm n sx.... for trip.... lc can't make it... cos she have to work.... watch finish "Air City" yesterday... see it for the whole day... qutie nice... play facebook... alot... haha

cold

2008-03-03T05:02:00.001-08:00

It rain … can't believe that MI have a e-learning day…similar to poly…. using MI Link to let student do their work…. No that nice to use…. Some ppl I noe is playing online games the whole day while doing the homework… you noe who u are… haha… so windy here… mum open my rm window to the max…. have to cover myself with a jacket… try to clean up my rm… but did not do a gd job….. watch tv for the whole day yesterday…. On Lydia Sum… the memorial… can't believe that god bro go make the whole thing from sad mood to angry mood…. Cry… real sad… haha… should get emo more.. now… later aft operation… mum n bro tell me not to talk or laugh or open mouth too much… wonder how it will be like… can't yawn big… can't talk much…

Shiver… cold… A'lvl result out on this fri!!! wish my bro luck… biz admin… dun really think he have that patience to remember all the notes… me confirm no brain to remember de… he have the brain… but may be no heart to …. Hope he gets in… but till now… he still dunnoe how the admission will happen…. Is it one sch by one sch register or is it like o'lvl…. Register through one place… haha…

Try looking at uni degree… got confuse… can't really find much on logistics degree… it is mostly under biz…. Was thinkin of goin for logistics degree under the engineer field… so fast… 11 days of holiday gone le..

Nothing to do

2008-02-29T21:41:00.001-08:00

Haha…really nothing to do…. Sian sian… make another background again… haha… dun have enough pic…. Nxt I will make one on sera, Lorraine , xl n me… when I get pic from them… dun have any pic that we took during outing…. Haha… send me pls… need more pic… haha… listen to music… see my mum go mad…. Haha…. Bro is goin to go for NTU biz admin…. He aim for NTU…. Double degree…. Dunnoe wat really is his interest…. Some time it is sci…. some time it is drawing… some time it is biz….. dad no money le…. That wat mum says…. Not earnin any $$$.... I really must go work part time nxt holiday…. Saw 大学生了没 on the topic on uni student in tw…. The topic is like abt shld go uni or not…. Agree with some part that working first then study will help ppl decide which subject they like… when u are not able to get into the sub that u thought u like…

today

2008-02-28T07:04:00.001-08:00

did nothing much compare to sm, sx,lc , calvin and his fren... haha... y? cos they go be as helper at suntec that eduaction fair.... i was suppose to go de... then the pre-surgey thing come out from nowhere... so this few day ask sm, sx, lc, weiting, shuian shuian, norris and junjie help me find replacement.... i cry a bit n beg my bro for help... but he did not help.... think he wan to see my sad face... happy le then help... alway like that..... so at the last last moment... ask calvin... he say yes... that wow...

i went to dental... sat there ( or u can say lay there)for 4hrs+ from 1.15pm to 5.30 i was there... for 2 hr plus my face was nearly touch finish le... wat do i mean.... the opeation doc... n the nurse... n the trainee... they see my face n jaw... so many times... they measure the lenght of my eye... the lenght of my nose... the lenght of my mouth... they use a ice cream stick push it up on my upper jaw.. to measure stuff... so many times... till my mouth aft that measurement feel aching.... i bite the waxs so hard... till my teeth hurts for a while... my hand ach for awhile when they make me hold the wax to my upper jaw.... while the three of them put a 'stand' to the wax thing... to make a modal.... it was square.. two side go to my ear... then one stick to be place on my nose... then the screw the thing to make the stand be balance... i can hear the screw in sound... so loud... they did that for two times... till they got it rite....

the trainee... i told him abt the jaw shifting to right when open too big... he was like wow... he say it was interesting... i can actually open my mouth till 44 degree... more than that my jaw will shift to the right.. then close it... it will be back to normal... he n the doc was lookin at both side of my face for so long... till the very end then he reliease... that my ear ring one side is key the other side is lock.... he was like impress abt it.... .....

the doc keep on saying... she is rushing my case... so sorry lo... it is set le ba... will be in hospital from 17 mar 1pm till dunnoe when ... may be 4 days later ba... operation on the 18 mar... morning ba... since i first on the list.... it cost like $2068 for hospital basic fee.... goin to stay in C ward.... not worth to stay at B2 n above... more ex by alot... cos no CPF.... sad.... anyway who cares... i can't talk anyway...

have to 'donate' blood for my operation use.... so aft see doc... when nxt door to donate my first bag of blood for the operation... nxt wk must go again for the second round.... the nurse there are sayin my hand so small.. my vessle so thin... like goin to break so easily... i was there... quite... ppl really do go there n have walk in donation.... since my weightin machine at home is spoil so dunnoe my weight got chance or not... since last nov till now.... got ar... weight less... just now... 46.9 kg.... haha... goin to be ever thinner... gd...

tc... when is ur turn to go donate blood... the nurse ask me y so long never go.... wonder wat will happen to u, nxt time u donate blood.... haha...this time the bandage is yellow smiley face...

aft that eat a bit free food... then go suntec find bro... mum make him go... he was there from 4 plus... wait for us till near 7pm... haha... then like nothing to see... make him get more leaflets... ask sx... how the thing goes... through sms... of cos...

reach home... on com... on msn.... first thing calvin msg me is... my fren bully him... n he blame me for that.... ... aft asking him who.. he told me it was sx.... he say she make him help then she spart (dunnoe how to spell) there eat snake.... then i like... ok lo.... sry le... treat u lunch le.... to sm tell me he so 'power' he give out 800+ flyer... while the others give out 500+.... then ask how much the lunch money... it is $5... he say only ok for him.. haha... i noe y... can see.. my bro that tom yam... cost$6... haha... my mum that noodle cost $4 at the food republic... for me... i not hungry... eat the butterfly n green bead salted thing... dunnoe the name.... cos it is in chinese... quite ok... two of them add up only $1.60.... haha... my mum ask me y eat so little... i say cos just now the free food... then she like.... ..... she say it was so little... dunnoe go where le by the time we eat... haha....

tml still must go again... at 1.30pm... cos at the end of today... the reliease got wrong in the modal... but no time to check the new one with my teeth again... so have to come go back tml... it is the 4th time this wk to need go there le ....got to eat iron tablet... n more drink more water...

eeeee

2008-02-24T06:37:00.001-08:00

Sunday….

Dun really like Sundays…. Y? others like Sundays….may be…. I kind of dun like them…. Y? cos Sundays are days whereby my bro go church in the morning leaving me to be nag by mum abt wat he does when he go church…. She just oppose him from goin to church… dunnoe y… n she start the naggin every Sundays when my bro go church… n the naggin will go from church n him to me and my bads…. That y I dun really like Sundays which my bro go church on….

She go abit…..'nuts'… just keep on sayin just treat me as if I am not there… cook ur own lunch… do ur own stuff… bcos she say when she is not there we did everything( not really true.. usually we do nothing)…. ( of cos she dunnoe that)… so she just tell us to treat her as not there… force to cook lunch when nobody make a move to make it… It was a mess… dunnoe wat I cooking… end up a big plate of the veg…. haha…

Nite she decide to make porriage… with nuts( which have been there since like before CNY) It was ok… but the afternoon was so quiet…. Watch channel 5, Sunday night movie… Paycheck…. Nice… like it… wanting to watch nxt wk movie…haha… mum is cryin over Lydia… ( do her name spell like this?) so wat… ya she is cryin abit over her… may be make her think abt grandmum…. She got angry with my bro as u all noe… as written above… so since our house have two cpu but on lcd… so she just took the lcd back to her rm this morning…

She try to online just now.. connection problem… ask bro to repair… he scold… I argue.. she scold…. So end I do it… with abit of help from bro after the small argument over where is the program…. ( uninstall) cos I dunnoe the name of the thing…. But at last can connect le… so argument over…

Sian… manga not updated… want them to update… wkend have the most updates…. Goin to dental tml at 10.30am… tue… go PS to watch ah long…. I WAN WATCH 'JUMPER'!!!!!!!! Sx say 'ps I love u' not as nice as the book… I WAN WATCH '27 DRESSES'!!!!! over soon ba…. Sad…

In the morning, with sx help… send in the tutorial for ITL… bad… I think it is overdue like wat lo…. All sam n cash fault… cash only like today online at noon then ask me 'is it I do this qns'….. wat the…. I send the work in the morning… send sms to the two of them abt it… sam no reply… told her to send me email with the files… she say ok… no email… cash that day till this morning no reply… only noon then appear offline n ask me abt itl…..

sian sian

2008-02-21T07:34:00.001-08:00

nothing to do... any how did a S.H.E background... can someone tell me how to improve it... i not breakin any law using this pic rite?

finish exam.... feb....

2008-02-21T06:06:00.000-08:00

finish exam for now... dun really noe wat i writing for ITL... took abt 50 min to finish.... wait n wait for sm n sx to go.... yesterday math finish at 10am... 1 hr... but sit till 10.20am... then wait till sian...just go home without waiting... bought brownie.. n ice mocha mint.. haha... sweet... 25 feb dental... 28 feb go suntec as helper.. 6 mar go see factory... then nothing to do le... plus see when the dental thing start... then no solid food for me... cry.... anyway i like porriage... so i dun mind... just that have to go toilet alot.... too much water... haha

first day of exam

2008-02-19T05:59:00.000-08:00

bf today... it was a 2 hr paper...finish it like 1hr plus a few min... flap around pgs... waiting for sm to finish... looking at her... see when she hand up.... it was ok.... forgot the adv. of partnership... kick me pls... it was like MI yr 1 stuff.... played....just wash up finish... late...hair wet... do math abit ba...

o_o

2008-02-18T01:02:00.000-08:00

.... tml bf le... didn't study much ar... only read through the notes... n hw ba... play alot... may be read a bit itl tonite... if not no time to remember everything.... math never touch at all... die le... pls ppl... tell me study... all i do is listen to music... n play ... n study abit...

haha

2008-02-17T02:59:00.000-08:00

go abit crazy over the blogthings.com... haha

DO I FOLLOW MY HEAD OR HEART?

You Follow Your Head
You're rational, collected, and logical.Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.While you're cool, you're not ice cold.You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

http://www.blogthings.com/doyoufollowyourheadoryourheartquiz/

What Holiday food am i?

You Are a Gingerbread House
A little spicy and a little sweet, anyone would like to be lost in the woods with you.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatholidayfoodareyouquiz/

What kind of food are u? me?

You Are Mexican Food
Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindoffoodareyouquiz/

Five factor Personality test:P

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

how do u think? it is true for me:P
http://www.blogthings.com/thefivefactorpersonalitytest/

What type of chocolate are u?

You are Dark Chocolate
You live your life with intensity, always going full force.You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofchocolateareyouquiz/

hehe i like dark chocolate :p

what do wing yin means

2008-02-13T03:45:00.000-08:00

saw lc's blog went here: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

n discover how they get out wat ur name means... they simply just see wat alp. u have, then take them out.... so in i add 'tse' i will have like three more para..haha... but abit true.. so it really depend on how many differ alp. u have in ur name... haha... ya .. so if u have all 26 alp... then gd luck... ur name's meaning will be 26 para long... haha

bad

2008-02-12T22:11:00.000-08:00

this is bad... i am starting to lose track of time... i dunnoe wat date it is... wat time it is... trying to study itl... study from back to front... chps... haha... never touch bf or math...

lol

2008-02-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

just ask sm to my tag at wing yin'g blog. she was looking at the tab there.. sayin the thing can change wor... then i tell her see the tag... ask her got see the tag make by me"big wing yin"... haha.. then ask her noe y or not... tell her to see who the blog it belong to... then she blur le.. askin me is the blog mine.. haha... then i explain to her... find it abit funny... haha.. but it is right for her to be blur... cos i never tell her before.. haha
at first was thinkin wan to tag there or not... ask wing yin... she suggest me to put as "big wing yin" ... and for fun she did say she may put in the tag as " small wing yin" haha...

finish

2008-02-12T03:21:00.001-08:00

haha... finish reading harry potter bk 7 le... start readin when i got home yesterday from sch... which is like 5 plus... don't noe i read till wat time... planned to read finish then slp ba mum n dad not slpin yet... cannot let them noe i not aslp... so have to off light then this morning wake at 5 plus or 6 plus ba... not sure... just suddenly wake... then on light to continue to read... haha... force to make 'french toast' think that how they call it... dunnoe correct or not.. u noe using the bread then dip it into egg then fry it...
then was suppose to study... of cos i never... :P bad me.... then mum n dad go see doctor at 11 plus so i took the time to read... spend hrs on it.. till like 4 plus... finally read finish le... haha.. cry abit... only a few drop of tears... but did not cry at near end when they say some char dead.... abit dunnoe wat happen... but got most of the part.. some article in it... i just skip them... lazy to read... after exam then read again... :p
ho ying ask me if i remember the story from before when he lend me the bk... i say of cos... then he say many ppl forgot the earlier detail n have to read the earlier bks .... dunnoe wing yin read it le ma... never saw him or her online since sun... sad... want to noe wing yin's blog...haha

play

2008-02-10T00:51:00.000-08:00

now my frens are at my house... they are eating yam cake... chatting... i lazy to sit with them at the not enoght space... so i eat abit then come blog... sian.. wing yin not here to play with me... so just sat with my bro n ho ying and see my bro play WoW... ho ying say he plannin to buy... dun think worth.. cos he goin army a day before my bro... n one card last for 2 mth... if he buy later in this few days... he will waste days... some more have 10 day free.. that mean he will waste like 15 day or more...
so gd of ho ying to lend me harry potter 7... wan to see it... for a long time... can't find anyone to lend me... he was abit shock that i ask... cos he thought he lend me before... but it was actully bk 6... haha... goin to eat buffet at 7 ... haha.. so cool...
mum , dad, ho ying's parent usually topic is my jaw... the sch... the wisdom tooth( every yr say one time)... plus this yr the photo thing.. then army... haha... tryin to see who got go where and got wat new info...
but really... it is like when mum n aunt decide the day to meet up ... they already chat for 1 hr plus... so dunnoe how they can talk so much.... they tryin to get my bro n ho ying to run together... jokin to say meet up at hougang... then go run.. since they stay at sengkang... we at serangoon... so hougang in the mid... lame.... can't wait to see wing yin... wonder how much taller she is now... i am the shortest among my family.. n frenz.... cry... not really shortest now... but in a few yr time my small cousin will be so much taller than me....

happy chinese new year

2008-02-08T01:24:00.000-08:00

mmm... nice food... taste gd... mum cooking is gd... one 5feb bro n mum bought alot of things home.... when i was in sch... so nice... beef...
a new year has begin... hope i will chance.... this two yr like never play cards at home le.... nothing to celebrate much... days are passing by so fast... sun is goin to be fun... goin to meet up with Mr Sun, Mrs Sun , ho ying n wing yin... one yr never see them le... two yr never go their house le... think have to wait for one more yr before can go again... can't visit... should be goin to eat sakura buffet... at tampines.. that wat they say...
grandfather call on new year eve... they will goin to have dinner with my aunt and small uncle family.... dunnoe y he call.... only to just say "i eating 盆菜".... dunnoe the rite word or not.. haha... lame him... say less then 5 sentunce then he go eat le...
help mum make yam cake.. yesterday... actually is i see she make.. haha... long time never eat le...
have lecture from mum n dad on new year morning.... 1 hr or more... like always... she got emo.. when she start to talk.. somewat link the topic to granny... make me feel like cryin too... call my grandmother( father side) my uncle was finally there... never talk to him since one yr ago... never got the chance.... talk to him n his wife... only say like 2 senturce then say finish le... so.... anyway dun have any thing to talk to with them... dun expect me to talk health things with his wife... this health talk task should go to my second aunt...second aunt is cleaningness nut...no wonder they can chat so well together...
trying to study... ITl..cannot believe the main points are so little... only like 3 pg max per topic... wat the... wake up very late every day now.. lazy me...

that day

2008-02-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

this few days in hk is rush rush rush... got off plane rush out the change to a thin long sleeve shirt... the only dull colour shirt i have left at s'pore home... forgot to bring my other one back... rush out to find mum... all becos of the busy air traffic in s'pore so got delay....
rush to take bus back to sha tin to meet up my aunt n grandmother from my father side... to eat lunch..then rush off to meet my aunt n cousin ( mother side de) to buy drinks and to take free bus to the place... first grp to arrive... then every child and grandchild who were in hk gather.... a long day... have a cermony... left the place at 9pm.. to eat... reach home like 11+ pm... when goin home start to chatter... cos of the coldness... 9 degree... have a quick 'hot' bath... trying to change clothes at record time... cos too cold le... fall aslp straight...
second day, wake at 9am.. went out at 11 plus to eat lunch and go see the bk shop with mum n bro... cos bro want to take the ACT test... so see if hk have any bk on it... mum told me wrong info... end up i walk back n for to find them... reach the place at 1pm... then a cermony again.. try not to cry... only a few drops... keep thinkin it is so unlike her just like my grandfather... but it cannot be help...that how it is when they are put there for so long... it was rainin the whole day.. make the temperture ever lower... 7 degree ba... like every time after the burning.. we will have a lunch to say gdbye... 英雄dinner... (dunnoe the han yu pin yin) grandfather(mother side) want to have a reunion dinner so eat with him... cos too late eat lunch... at 3plus... so decide to eat steamboat at 9pm... eat till 11pm then start to go home... reach home like 12 plus... drop to slp ....
wake again at 9 again... haha... bro already have went to help my dad le... i lazy pig... slack at home till 12 then go out with my big aunt, grandmother(dad side) and mum to meet up my bro and dad for lunch ... have dim sum... the bus jam for 10 min or more ...cos of road improvement.... took like 4 hr for the whole lunch time from getting out to reach home.. then once reach home... rush out again... with all the luggages.... to go airport... did online check in le...but mum have not... she took UA.. we SIA... reach s'pore... wait for her to land n meet us... me n my bro travel from T3 arrival to the depart.. then skytrain to T1 depart...then down to T1 arrival... up n down up n down... wait for 20 min for her to appear... only slept at 2am...
wake at 7.30am to go sch... tired... my AD for bizca gone... my B for econ gone too...
not studying at all...

once again

2008-01-31T14:54:00.000-08:00

once again i am bloggin at the airport.... arrive too early... cos my parent make me.... sian.. can't slp the whole night... end up waking at 4am till now... T3 is cool... i like the brightness... it must be the theme of T3 ba... and there is alot of open area... u can see arrive hall from the lvl2.. nice...

2008-01-31T01:27:00.000-08:00

Smile...
Today at comt lesson, was watchin show n chating with jer through msn... i think is i one sided talking more... :P sorry jer for being my naggy self...... a comt class... havin presentation which is super boring... :P finish lesson with the most early timing since the beginning of the semt... so went to blk 5 to buy tidbits... then go find sm n sx.. then meet up with lc at cheers... i now so into eating potato.. haha... after eating finish instant noodle... the three of them go lesson.. i go home.. haha... gd rite.. but this few days just keep on waking up at 6+am... dunnoe y... slp on the way home... like always... open my eyes when i near the mrt..haha.. so never miss stop... so hot ... forget to bring my cap....
now i am doin nothing... but may be later go study econ... n do packing... still have not find a bag to throw in wat i need for the nxt few days...
yesterday was.... lucky can check in at orchard there if not have to go airport super early... jer saying i lazy... haha.. which i admit..i am lazy.. n i slack alot... havin sore throat..

I have fun!

2008-01-20T05:37:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the fun day, lorraine, xinling, and sera.
i have fun. real fun. everytime i see the three of u, i just relax and start to talk crap n we can gossip.. haha.. and get to noe wat is happen in places where i am in... it is so gd to see you all... u are the grp that i met up most... never had i in pri or sec go out so many times or should i say i only went out only like less than 2 time with them... lets go out more.. more.. more...
sera thanks for ur presents... i like it alot...

i feel so tired... i feel so slack... i dun feel like my old self anymore... i no longer a person who is abit hardworking.. i become a lazy bug.. so lazy till i start to dislike myself... but i just can't bring myself to be hardworking again... i try to block the webs but it just dun seem to be able to block them... i am just saying excess... i promise her to study de.. i promise her to be a gd child.. so i have do it...

can't find my origame bk... loss so many things.. like nothing i can find... listening to sad songs make my tears fall... so i should listen to happy one rie...

bro is super... he make soup... those that take hrs to make.. taste nice... dad has gone back hk... will be seeing him soon... very soon. less then 2 wk.. n exam will be here soon... make me no mood to celebrate... how long do i have to use adult fee... fast find the card.. faster... must pack rm... it is so messy... so untidy... if mum is home she will kill me... haha...

movie n show no longer seem to attach my attention... only manga... am i addicted to it? i do need to get away from it... i have to start to study.. i have to start to do my work... i told myself.. but my mind n my hand are doing the opp things..

sian...

COMT

2008-01-16T19:19:00.000-08:00

i was to nerves. till i end my speech with"that all" damn... i dunnoe wat i talking at all. once i see the hand signal for 1.30 min then i quickly stop le... i try to listen to music before i go up to relax. only help abit... but once outside it got worst again... my topic is on festival... sian... i feel so tired... i don't feel like doing anything.. i feel like slping... slp till i dun feel tired anymore...
and i just try to block website to stop myself from playing.. need to rebooth the com to see got use ma... i try restart com... but like no use... go home n try again...

So long

2008-01-14T17:13:00.000-08:00

hi... so long never update le.. lazy... n dunnoe y i just feel very tired... can bring myself to do things.. exam timetable out le... 19,20,21 feb... still cannot find my bus fare card... so ex now the bill... still kind of getting use to the life of being alone with my bro... dad comin home tml... today will have to do packing.... cannot let him see how messy the place is... so dusty... haha...
in hk finally got a whole family pic... from when i can remember... this is the only one time that we have every single one in that gathering... everyone is here... but may be it will be the first n the last... let hope it is not the last.. let hope that she will get well

food i ate the whole trip (those i took down)

bye bye see u nxt time.

back

2008-01-01T01:47:00.000-08:00

back.... landed for like 2 hr n i am on com... accepting bad news... iac interview no hope le.... ITL the two of them just start to do... kill me ba... my head start to hurts... die le... sian tml 2 hr lesson only...

merry chirstmas

2007-12-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

merry chirstmas... hehe less then 1 wk left in hk... long time never post since before goin to disney.. have time then tell u all the full detail.. haha... will take hrs to write it in detail... but overall it is fun.. i have fun... today go pay visit to my Ancestors. then pei my aunt go buy things for the 'party' for tonight.. have turkey ar.. pizza hut de... hehe... then my bro my cousin my aunt my grandmum play majong.. here i am trying to do some work... can't do math... stuck.... wat the... hehe...later exchange present.. bought them in disney... hehe... already receive a few chirtmas present from my mum side the family member.... hehe ... nice lo... one is for me to open aft the teeth operation... my bro joke that it may be fake teeth... who noes.. hehe...

wow

2007-12-19T10:46:00.000-08:00

hehe... 19 dec le...
yesterday went to see doc with my grandma... see chinese one then western one... use like half a day to see it... then i am like slping on the chair while waiting for her turn to go in.. so long lo.. is like appointment at 2 for western then wait till like 3+ then can go in... then the doc make me feel piss.... cos it is like only the second time we see the doc in that hospital.. then like have quite abit of qns to ask ma....
the doc...fff... cos we like tell her we have qns to ask... then she say "here is not like private hospital i dun have 2 hr or more to talk to u so cut short"...in that f*** behavior... then she did say she no time to talk crap end up she so damn f*** longwinded n all she say de half is not related to us or is repeat ... piss... cos we like ask her abt $$$ then she put the cal hard on the table then start to crap" i can cal for u, but wat i cal is not the right amount only the estimated... i can cal for u if u want... but u go below they will add in the finacal fee.. i can give u a estimated amt if u want.. but it will confirm be differ... let say it is $3000+ for one injection... i not sure the real cost i only like see before the cost only.. but if u really wan me cal then i can cal for u.... " in the end she say finish dun care wat our ans... she just put ( hard) the cal back to the other side of the table without press any button at all....... PISS ME OFF... wat that f*** attridue... wan be doc... do have patience... wat the f***.... all she do is talk crap... ask her abt the pain part..like can give a differ type of painkiller or not... then she start to crap again.. sayin differ ppl have differ feel for pain... wat so ever... but in the end the painkiller is still the same one...
she make the day bad....

today is ic making day... reach the place at 9 then like finish in less than 1 hr... mum have to take the ic for me.. on 7 jan... then for now i am usin the paper one..... then went shopping... hehe... nice... bought some long sleeve shirt... hehe... nice lo... then like go eat steak.. hehe... then go dad's office n help out... like reach his office at 5+m then work till like 12 then go home... like reach home at 1 am then here i am at 3 am typing.. cos my bro use my com to play WoW for 1 hr... then he still there complaining the com slow... i like wat the f... he play so much n never like defragment it.. wat u expect... i told him... go get the com fixed then go use dad's new com... dun use mine... piss off... then he like say... as if i wan to use urs to play... wat the /@*# ...

hehe... is the camera is dad buy for his office use de... but goin to use it tml at disney.. won't be online for 2 days straight cos at disney... hehe.... nitz

first day out ...

2007-12-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

hehe... today like half awake at 5+ am... then slp again.. till like 6 + then wake up... bro already is usin my laptop to play WoW... ..... mum n dad wan me go office help de... then i say i dun wan... so she dun care le... just say she no more thoughts for this small things... so i stay home till afternoon... ate bread ate cake... ate lunch at home... so nice.. haha
then i got a chance to play DCS ( or something like that) haha... ok fun la... thenat 2pm i start to go to my granny house.. like reach there in 40 min... fast lo.. just make it to catch the bus... hehe... then i like sit there do nothing... ppl start to come so i like sat there talk only when needed.. haha... then we go eat dinner.. the whole family is there... finally... it is like the first time lo... so we took alot alot of pic.. hehe.. when i get the pic from my aunt n cousin then i post it... haha

dad bought a camera hehe... bro bought me a mouse.... ( really i think it is becos he wan to use my com to play WOW n the mouse i am using is small haha... he say it is not cheap lo... HK$85) hehe i wan to buy one more earpiece as a backup... haha.. but will be ex. lo... hehe... have a test run of my dad's camera hehe.. n here is my new thumbdrive.. 2 GB HK$105-SG$20 (around there)

Wonderful day

2007-12-14T17:24:00.000-08:00

hehe here i am on the day that i am goin to HK... haha... yesterday is fun really fun,
first i met up with LC a vivo to take a look at the makeup things... ex. to us.. one lipstick is $39, no enough $$ anyway... so never buy just walk away(Sera say it is reansonable pricing for that brand)hehe.. then me n lc go to the top floor, sit on the floor lay out all the things n start discussin abt Biz Finance.. do till like 2 + then like a bit dizzlin so we went off to daizo.. to shop... haha... but snack then i bought a necklance... ( sagittarius) lol alway wanted something that has black string.. haha then like walk a bit more then see no rain so go back upstair to do BF again.. haha... then we like finish.. chat awhile... then go giant n see FOOD haha... like saying which is cheap.. which is nice... when got discount... where got discount... then like see pinic ham.. then wan to eat... so bought it haha... so we like sat outside eating pinic ham... then see old ____ ( dunnoe how to spell) then i bought curry puff lc bought sotong to eat haha... like eat whole day long haha... then we walk somemore till like 4 + then we go our own way... she go home or go IMM not sure did she go there... haha...
then i go take bus 143 to orchard... reach behind ngeeann city like at 5.15pm so early , meeting sera, lorraine n xinling at 6pm so i free free go bkshop n see bk ... of cos never buy la... haha... saw P.S I love u... two new cover... one is real ppl de.. so nice.. haha... then saw WOW the bk .. i like oooooooooo.... haha... then like 5.40 i start goin mrt there... wait for them to come.. lorraine saw me ... so we chat while we wait... then XL came, she was taking a nap sitting on the stair... must be very tired... then we chat somemore till sera come...
then we went far east to eat.. haha.. walk one round then end up at one shop that is shown in 下一___吃哪_____? (dunnoe hanyu pin yin) haha... quite nice... then we like walk around far east... bought sometings.. hehe... then we walk along the road till dhoudy ghout.. then i walk till 9+ then go home.. sera they all walk till 10 + from wat i heard... haha.. have so much fun lo... say alot of funny things.. talk alot... catchin up on wat is miss...
today i woke like 4+ from a nightmare... haha then never slp le... till now... haha... use com till now haha... add pic when i can use my web cam haha
too bad we did not take pic for ytd... sure a nice thing to be remembered

now is nearly 12 haha... still got like 1hr+ before i go out... haha... waitin for dad to cook lunch... haha... so sian... try the bizca but stuck.. mmm

haha... now i am at the airport... haha... using the free internet here.... hehe... 1hr more to board plane.. lala...

lala now it is 10.48 pm haha.. in hk house.. on my bro bed... cos his rm have the wireless n power plug.. haha... reach hk at 8.20pm... dunnoe y so late... then took the 9 pm bus from airport... reach home in like 1 hr.. that include changin of bus... haha... goin to slp soon... hehe... nitz ppl...

HAHA nothing to do...

2007-12-11T04:20:00.000-08:00

HAHA nothing to do now... just now using my thumbdrive... then found some pic.. since i nothing to do.... i decide to make a recap of the yr... haha....some are on my parents de... haha

My last trip with MI class:

Granny n grandpa visit durin June:

MUM n DAD on KL trip- that mean me n bro alone at home for 3 days haha... dun really noe where they go...

MY day with shu xian, shu mei, liu chin was fun!!! we ate for hrs... at seoul garden haha... grp n grp of customer change n we are still there... haha... the full full le... go arcade n play haha... photo Y2K haha fun lo... play till use up all the token.. haha.. then go bugis street to walk walk ... saw a cool looking 娃娃shoe haha... so nice.. but no money to buy haha... then go terence that blk downstair ( fairprice) to buy potato haha... then it rain!!!! rain so heavily... lucky sx n sm have umbrella... but the road have been abit flooded by the rain... then mix with mud .... those who wear slipper have dirty feet le.... haha... poor them... hope the slipper not spoil...took bus 133 home then stop at potong pasir to change bus... bought bread there... reach home not rainin le.......... so fun.... nxt few days is meeting after meeting to do project... i think lc the most busy one... gd luck to project everyone

bday

2007-12-09T08:44:00.000-08:00

the whole morning i play... alot... then i try to study n ans junjie qns on bf... lucky got him asking me if not i really play through the whole afternoon... hahax... mum call like at 12 + to say happy bday.. talk to granny abit... say when i go back she will go out with me if her body can take it...
from tml on have to help my neighbour take newspaper till wed since she n her husband go take curine..( dunnoe how to spell) not known to me i slp like for an hr... rain the whole day... didn't study much...listen to westlife the whole day... as i study as i play ... hahax... like the song " loneliness knows me by name"wish more cal will come out tml... i find it easy to cal... hahax... then since i promise my bro to play his WoW char to earn daily gold... i play for him... dead alot of time... :P then saw bro online so like chat to him... then he tell me he still in office with dad... have not eaten yet n that is like 11 pm le lo... poor him... he is suppose to like go back home to eat de lo.... dunnoe y drag till so long still cannot go home... suppose a nice dinner waiting for him de... poor him...
play neopet.... still no slpy now... oops... tml have test la... :P at 11am haha.. i think i want reach sch at 10 am just in case.. haha... the venue for the test is not gd... cold too... sighs